Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 6, December 1852Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XLI, No. 6, December 1852
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
We had talked the matter over before, we did so again, and
before we parted I had given an order to another broker to operate for
me. I was successful. This was sufficient. Several other small
operations followed, in which I had continued success. I soon formed an
exalted opinion of my own judgment; voted the broker who had advised me
‘an old granny’ and embarked much more deeply. Losses now began to
accrue--the embarrassments of the times thickened; I fancied them only
temporary and that they would soon pass away--I plunged in more deeply
and madly than ever, and the result has been, that having to-day settled
all my contracts, save the furniture of our houses, our plate, and your
jewels, we have not a thousand dollars upon earth.”
He went through his tale firmly, almost calmly. When it was finished, he
looked into his wife’s face with a smile so ghastly, so unnatural, that
an ice chill fell upon her heart. Rallying in a moment, she again bent
to caress him, and then said to him,
“Thank you, dearest Henry, that I now know all. It is a melancholy tale;
and how much pain might you have spared yourself, had you known me
better. Think you that I cared so much for the splendor with which you
have surrounded me or the glittering baubles with which you have decked
me, as to have enjoyed the one or worn the other, had I known all I now
do. Oh! why, Henry, was not confidence in me so entire as to have
advised with me concerning these things. If husbands would only counsel
in such matters freely with their wives; if the situation of their
affairs was always freely and fully laid before them, much might be
spared. I rejoiced in the splendor, I decked myself in costly robes and
rich jewels, more from the pleasure I saw that my doing so gave you,
than from any positive pleasure they afforded me; though,” she added,
with a faint attempt at a smile, “jewels and velvets are things which,
in common with most women, I do not affect to despise. But the jewel
which I value above all others, is my husband’s love--to see him happy,
is to me a source of more exquisite enjoyment than all the splendor
earth can give. But, I repeat, cheer up, dear Henry; the past is gone
beyond recall, leaving behind it but the lessons of experience which it
gives--from them we can derive wisdom. The future is all before us--we
are young--trustful in each other--blessed with those objects which will
call forth all our energies. There must be no more false pride. My
jewels, all, save one or two tokens of your young love, our plate and
rich furniture will give us something on which to start afresh in life.
Our experience of the past must be our beacon for the future. Compose
yourself, dearest. Leave the management of these trifles to me. You must
let me have a beginning,” she continued, seconding her appeal with a
kiss that was irresistible, as she saw a refusal gathering on his brow.
“Keep yourself quiet and contented for a few days, and see how well I
will manage.
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