Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 1, January 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Nor was his love any longer a mere matter of calculation to Tressayle.
It had become a necessity—it had grown into a passion. If ever he loved
a woman, that woman had been Clara Fletcher, and when it had become
known that she was not her uncle’s heiress, it was not without a
struggle that Tressayle left her. But supremely selfish, and with a
fortune impaired by extravagance, he looked at it as an impossibility
that he should marry except to an heiress. Now, however, all his old
feelings toward Clara were revived, and revived too in ten-fold force.
Her fortune was no longer an obstacle. Yes, Tressayle loved; loved for
the first time; loved with more than the fervor of which such a man
might be thought capable. He could endure his suspense no longer, and
determining to propose at once for Clara, he chose for his purpose, an
afternoon when they rode out unaccompanied together.
Words cannot describe the eloquence with which the lover—for
Tressayle’s talented, though selfish mind, was capable of the highest
eloquence—poured forth his passion in the ear of his mistress. But it
drew no answering emotion from Clara. A slight blush perhaps tinged her
cheek a moment, but her eye calmly looked into his own, and her voice
was firm and clear, as she replied,
“Listen to me, Tressayle,” she said. “I am young still, but I was once
younger. You remember it well. Then I met you, and—need I disguise
it?—you spake to me of love. I know it was but once you said so, but it
was after you had paid attention to me which _you_ knew, as well as I,
was more eloquent than words. I had never seen one whom I thought your
equal, and I loved you. Stay—hear me out. I loved you with all the
ardor of a girl’s first love. But how was it returned? While I thought
only of you,—while a word from you was my law—while the day seemed
gloomy without your presence—while, in short, I gave to you freely
every emotion of my heart, _you_ were coolly calculating how much my
fortune would be, and preparing, as you subsequently did, to discard me
altogether in case I was not my uncle’s heiress—”
“Oh, Clara, Clara, hear me.”
“Yes, Tressayle, but listen first, and then I will hear you. You left me
without cause when my uncle’s will was opened and I was found to have
been overlooked. I need not tell you the agony of my heart on
discovering your character. Let that pass. Reason conquered at last.
They say a first love,” continued the beautiful girl, looking at her
companion until his eye quailed before the calm dignity of her own, “can
never be conquered; but believe me it is a mistake. When the object of
that love is unworthy, it is not impossible. And now, Tressayle, you
understand me. You are to me as a stranger. Never can I love you again.
I am, moreover, the affianced bride of Mr. Rowley.”
Tressayle could not answer a word. Mortification and shame overpowered
him, and he was glad when he saw that they were near the termination of
their ride.
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