Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 2, February 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 2, February 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Constantly moving in the gaudy circles of the court, I was at once
disgusted with the prodigal splendor of every thing around me, and
incited to aspire for the most exalted degree of opulence. Those whose
power was greater than mine, I merely looked upon as instruments by
which the great object of my life was to be effected. Even Manini
himself I did not consider in any other light than as one ultimately to
be the means of my success. Deceit in the service of others had made me
too wary a courtier not to cloak my designs in professions of the most
disinterested friendship toward him who was already the tool of my
machinations.
The schemes were too well concerted to fail. A few years of untiring
zeal found the doge still nominally my patron, but in reality my minion.
Wealth had poured in upon me. No longer was the desire of riches a
chimera; no longer had I to live in feverish and dreamy suspense; no
longer was I fortune’s votary.
Though in the prime of life, I too, passionately loved the possession of
my gold, to violate in my enjoyment the strictest rules of economy. I
gambled—but that was my business. I drank—but the excitement was
necessary to sustain my vital principle.
Having adhered to my victim till he was weak and worthless, I abandoned
him for more lucrative game. I sought out the haunts of the young and
inexperienced. I became a kind of polite sharper; for though I generally
gambled for the riches of my victims, I so managed as to secure the
spoils in defiance of ill-fortune.
We all know that the peculiar vices of a man’s character increase in
extent as his evil course of life is persisted in; even when that course
is not more intrinsically depraved by continuance. It was the case with
me. I did not actually rob; I did not murder; I committed no more
heinous crime than that of swindling or gambling; and yet every day I
became a worse and worse black-hearted man.
Before this epoch in my career had drawn to a close, I became acquainted
with the daughter of a Venitian banker. She was not beautiful; she was
not accomplished; she was not amiable—but she was rich. At this time, I
too, was rich. Both fortunes united would make a brilliant coalescence.
I pressed my suit, and succeeded. The foolish girl did not discover till
too late, that I despised herself, though I adored her fortune. My
wealth was now immense; and it might be supposed that I was satisfied;
but my thirst for accumulation was only excited by what I had already
acquired. Had I been possessed of the world’s wealth, I am pursuaded I
would have wept, like Alexander, because there was nothing left to
satisfy my desires.
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