Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 3, March 1841Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XVIII, No. 3, March 1841
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I could hear every word of the conversation, as the excited tones of the
speakers came borne to leeward upon the gale, but although I shouted
back with desperate strength, I felt that my cries were unheard by my
shipmates to windward. The distance between myself and the merchantman
was meanwhile rapidly increasing, and every moment her dark figure
became more and more shadowy. With that presence of mind which is soon
acquired in a life of peril, I had begun to tread water the instant I
had gone overboard; but I felt that my strength would soon fail me, and
that I must sink, unaided, into the watery abyss. Oh! who can tell my
feelings as I saw the figure of the merchantman gradually becoming more
dim in the distance, and heard the voices of my friends, at first loud
and distinct, dying away into indistinct murmurs. Alone on the ocean! My
breath came quick; my heart beat wildly; I felt the blood rushing in
torrents to my brain. The scene meanwhile grew darker around me. The
faint hope I had entertained that the ship would be put about, gradually
died away; and even while I looked, she suddenly vanished from my
vision. I strained my eyes to catch a sight of her as I rose upon a
billow. Alas! she was not to be seen. Was there then no hope? Young;
full of life; in the heyday of love—oh! God it was too much to endure!
I felt that my last hour had come. Already the waters seemed roaring
through my ears, and strange, fantastic figures to dance before my eyes.
In that hour every event of my life whirled through my memory! I thought
of my childhood; of my mother in her weeds; of her prayers over her only
child; and of the cold wintry day when they laid her in her grave, and
told me that I was an orphan. I thought too of my boyhood; of my college
life; of my early days at sea; of the eventful months which had just
passed; of my hopes of a bright career or a glorious death, thus to be
quenched forever; and of Beatrice, my own Beatrice, whom I was to see no
more. Wild with the agony of that thought, I tossed my arms aloft, and
invoked a dying blessing on her head. At that instant something came
shooting past me, borne on the bosom of a towering wave. It was a
lumbering chest, doubtless one of those thrown overboard from the
merchantman. I grasped it with a desperate effort: I clambered up upon
it; and as I felt its frail planks beneath me, a revulsion came over my
bosom. The fisherman by his fireside, when the tempest howls around his
dwelling, could not have felt more confident of safety than I now did,
with nothing but this simple chest between me and the yawning abyss.
Quick, gushing emotions swept through my bosom; I burst into tears; and
lifting up my voice, there, alone, on the wide ocean, I poured forth my
thanksgivings to God.
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