Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 3, March 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 3, March 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It is not surprising that Mr. A——, thus suddenly cut off by death from
her whose welfare had been the chief purpose of his life, should have
buried his gloom in the cares of business. Such is the usual resource of
those who bound their vision, as, alas! too many are prone to do! within
the narrow limits of this sublunary theatre of action! For thirty years
he pursued the search of wealth beneath the burning skies of India, with
singleness of purpose and untiring zeal.
He remitted large sums, from time to time, for the convenience of a
mother to whom he was ever dutiful, and a daughter that he had never
seen; but his letters were cold and formal. His child was married,—he
congratulated her. A grand-child was born to him;—he sent her his
blessing. His daughter became a widow;—he condoled with her upon her
loss. But nothing could arouse him from his bootless labor for
superfluous gold!
At length, as age approached, he felt wearied with his monotonous
existence. With the decline of his bodily powers came the desire for
rest:—with the weakening of his mental energies, the longing for
sympathy grew stronger and stronger. _He did not wish to die alone!_
Dreams of his juvenile days came over him, and he sighed for the
quietude of the old family mansion, and the warm welcome of his mother
on his return from the cares of business. When the sudden twilight of
the tropics sunk abruptly into night, he dreamed of the lingering
glories of an American evening. When he heard the cry of the bramin
kite, the harsh call of the adjutant crane, and the chattering of a
thousand obscene birds retiring to their roosts, gorged with their
horrible repast on the corpses that pollute the Ganges, he longed for
the wild notes of the whip-poor-will, the rushing sound of the
night-hawk, and the melancholy hooting of the owl, that render night
musical in the bright green woods of his native land.
He knew that the growing city had swept far beyond the retreat of his
earlier days—that many magnificent residences had risen over the site
of his boyish play-grounds, and that even the relics of his dead had
been removed from their original resting-place, to make room for the
house of the stranger. He had permitted—_he had even advised these
changes_, but, he could not realize them! The old mansion with its broad
elms, the garden, and the pine-grove with the monuments beneath its
shade, were ever present to his mind, and his letters were painfully
charged with allusions to scenes and persons whose existence was blotted
from the page of history.
With every year, these feelings became more and more intense, until
incipient childishness made its appearance, and he became affected with
a confirmed nostalogia. At length he closed his concerns, remitted the
unappropriated balance of his earnings, and launched himself once more
upon the ocean, on his homeward route.
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