Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 3, March 1842Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XX, No. 3, March 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
A look of silent reproach was the only reply of her cousin, who dared
not raise her eyes to mine. With the vacillation of a lover my
sentiments again underwent a change. Had Annette really been wondering
at my coldness? How unjust then had been my suspicions. I advanced
eagerly to her side. Yet when I had done so I knew not what to say.
Isabel seemed not only to see my embarrassment but to enjoy it. She
continued gayly—
“There, now, do your _devoir_ like a gallant knight and soldier—coz,
have you no glove or other favor for him to wear on his bosom in battle?
Ah! me, the days of courtesy and chivalry have gone forever. But there I
see uncle ordering down my package, I must see that he does not let it
drop clumsily over-board,” and she tripped laughingly away.
Left almost _tête-à-tête_ with Annette—for every eye was that moment
turned to the gangway where some of the passengers were already
embarking, I yet felt unable to avail myself of an opportunity for which
I had longed. A single word would decide my fate, and yet that word I
could not pronounce. My boldness had all disappeared, and I stood before
that fair girl equally agitated with herself. At length I looked up. She
stole a furtive glance at me as I did so, and blushed again to the very
brow. I took her hand, it was not withdrawn. Words of fire were already
on my lips when her father turned toward us, saying—
“Annie, my love, they wait for you—Mr. Cavendish, a last good-bye”—and
as he spoke every eye was turned toward us. The precious moment was
past. I could do nothing but lead Annette forward. Yet I ventured to
press her hand. My senses deceived me, or it was faintly, though very
faintly, returned. I would have given worlds, if I had them, for the
delay of a minute, that I might learn my fate from the lips of that fair
girl. But it was not to be. We were already in the centre of the group.
Mr. St. Clair took his daughter and lifted her into the chair, and in
another moment her white dress fluttered in its descent to the boat. My
heart died within me. The golden moment had passed, perhaps forever; for
when should we meet again? New scenes, new friends would in all
probability drive me from Annette’s remembrance before we should next
see each other. These thoughts filled my mind as I leaned over the
bulwark and waved my hand while the boat put off. Mr. St. Clair stood up
in the barge and bowed in return, while I thought I could see, through
the shadowy moonlight, the fair hand of Annette returning my parting
adieus.
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