Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 1, July 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 1, July 1842
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But it was from the religious opinions of her parents that the deepest
tint of coloring was imparted to the mind of Madeline. Mrs. Graham, a
lineal descendant of one of the sternest and most intolerant of the
puritans, had early united herself to one of the strictest of strict
sects, and had been accustomed to practise a system of self-denial as
rigid, if not quite as visible, as the penances of cloistered austerity.
The impulses of innocent gaiety, the promptings of harmless vanity, the
wanderings of youthful fancy were regarded by her only as evidences of a
sinful nature, which ought to awaken remorse as keen as that which
visits the penitent bosom of deep-dyed guilt. In the enthusiasm of her
early zeal she seemed lifted above the weaknesses of humanity, and even
the gray-headed members of the Christian community looked upon her as a
chosen servant of the truth. But her excitement had been too great; the
hour of reaction came, and it was when lukewarmness and weariness had
taken full possession of her feelings for a season, that she first met
with her future husband. Ever in extremes, an earthly passion now
absorbed the heart which had consumed its energies in zeal without
knowledge, and she married Mr. Graham without allowing herself to look
upon the broad line of separation which lay between them. Had she ever
made religion a question she would have learned the fact; for if good
taste forbade him to obtrude his opinions upon others, yet love of truth
prevented him from seeking to conceal them. Mr. Graham was a skeptic.
The great truths of revealed religion were to him but as fables to amuse
the multitude; and while in the works of creation he recognised the hand
of a Deity, he read not in the hearts of men the necessity of a
Redeemer. Mrs. Graham was horror-stricken when she discovered that her
husband was not a Christian, and in proportion as the ardor of youthful
passion faded into the tender light of conjugal affection, the terrible
abyss which yawned between them became more painfully visible to her
sight. The attempt to change his opinions again awakened her slumbering
zeal, and with all the penitence of one who was conscious of having
fallen from a state of elevated piety, she endeavored to make amends for
her temporary alienation by renewed devotion. But her system of ascetic
severity was little calculated to make religion attractive to her
husband. The “beauty of holiness” was hidden beneath the sackcloth and
ashes with which her mistaken judgment endued it, and Mr. Graham learned
to look upon her piety as the _one defect_, rather than the _crowning
grace_, in his wife’s character. Her sincere affection, and a desire to
preserve domestic harmony, at length compelled her to give up all
attempts to change her husband’s opinions, and she was therefore doomed
to cherish a secret sorrow which wasted her very life away. The ascetic
devotion which seemed so unlovely to the husband, produced a very
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