Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 1, July 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 1, July 1842
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Alfred Graham was not designed by nature to be a votary of evil.
Temptation had found him weak to resist, but conscience was still true
to her charge, and the youth was as free from habitual vice as he was
destitute of unsullied virtue. When the vacations brought him to his
quiet home, the better feelings of his nature were ever aroused; he
respected the virtue of his sister’s character, and when surrounded by
that pure atmosphere which envelopes real goodness, he forgot even to
harbor a sinful thought. But day by day the profession to which he was
destined became more repugnant to his feelings, and after deferring as
long as possible the announcement of his wishes, he at length summoned
courage to reveal the truth to his sister. The blow fell upon Madeline
with almost stunning violence. He had just left college crowned with
honors and flushed with success, and Madeline was exulting in the hope
of his future usefulness, when he revealed to her his change of purpose.
The first intimation of his unwillingness to devote himself to the
church, almost drove her to frenzy. All the violence of her secret
nature broke forth in the fearful threats of temporal and eternal
punishment which she predicted for such apostacy, and Alfred’s feeble
temper was actually crushed beneath the weight of her indignation. He
trembled at the storm which he had raised, and when, after days of
entreaty and expostulation, Madeline, the stern, proud Madeline, even
knelt at his feet, and implored the child of her affections to listen to
the voice of God, speaking by the lips of her who had ever been as a
mother to his heart, the weak youth yielded to her prayers and promised
what he well knew he could not conscientiously perform. His was not the
free-will offering of talents and time and health and strength in the
service of the Redeemer. He entered the sanctuary as one driven onward
by irresistible force, not as one drawn by the cords of love and piety.
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