Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Whatever might have been Mrs. Norwood’s feelings when she first took
possession of her new abode, she certainly seemed both healthier and
happier after a year’s sojourn in Elmsdale. A faint color returned to
her thin cheek, a smile, bright and transient as an April sunbeam, often
lit up her fine face, her features lost much of their sharpness of
outline, and gradually, almost imperceptibly, the feeble, drooping
invalid was transformed by the renovating touch of health into the
lovely and elegant woman. Yet the same pensiveness characterized her
usual manner—the same reluctance to mingle in society was evident in
her daily intercourse with her neighbors, and to a stranger she might
still seem to be mourning over the memory of a buried affection. But
Mrs. Allston and her son alone knew better. They alone knew that
affection had been crushed in its very bud by unkindness and
neglect—they alone believed that the widow had found death one of the
best of friends, when he relieved her from the intolerable bondage of
domestic tyranny. Not that Mrs. Norwood had ever confided to them her
former history; for the slightest question which had reference to the
past always seemed to give her exquisite pain, but a casual remark, a
trifling hint, a passing allusion, uttered in the confidence of
friendship, had led them to form such conclusions.
Allston had at first regarded the stranger merely as another member
added to his flock—another soul for which he must hereafter be
responsible. But a closer acquaintance with her awakened a much stronger
interest in his mind. He fancied that her character bore a wonderful
resemblance to his own. He thought he beheld in her the same secret
control over strong emotions, the same silent devotion to deep-felt
duties, the same earnest enthusiasm in religion, the same abstraction
from worldly pleasures, as had long been the leading traits in his
character. He believed that the difference of sex and her early sorrow
might account for the diversities which existed between them, and
actuated by the belief that he was an instrument in the hands of a
higher Power, who had destined him for some great and glorious work, he
persuaded himself that Providence had placed her in his path and pointed
her out to him, by a mysterious sympathy, as his companion and
fellow-laborer in his future duties. Had he not been blinded by the
self-reliance which had taken the place of his wonted watchfulness, the
very strength of his feelings would have led him to distrust their
propriety. But habit had rendered all his ordinary practice of
self-denial so easy to him that he fancied himself quite superior to
mere earthly temptation, and therefore he was disposed to regard his
present excitement, rather as a manifestation of the will of Heaven than
as an impulse of natural affection. It cost him much thought and many
severe conflicts with his doubts and his zeal ere he could decide upon
the course he should pursue.
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