Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Determined not to listen to the voice of
passion but to be governed entirely by a sense of duty, he condemned
himself to a rigorous fast of three days in the firm belief that he
should receive some expression of the Divine Will. In the deep sleep of
exhaustion which fell upon him during the third night, Mrs. Norwood
appeared before him in a dream, wearing shining garments and smiling
with an expression of perfect beatitude. This was enough for the wild
enthusiast. From that moment he placed no restraint upon the promptings
of his heart, but considering her as one peculiarly marked out for the
same high destiny as himself, he poured out all the fulness of his long
hoarded affections at her feet.
Lonely, desolate and sorrowful, Mrs. Norwood was almost bewildered by
the sudden light which seemed to break in upon her when she thus found
herself the object of true tenderness. She had long admired the genius
of Mr. Allston, and her romantic temperament peculiarly fitted her to
appreciate the peculiarities of his enthusiastic zeal. She had looked up
to him as one as far above her in his unworldly sanctity, as in his
gifted intellect, and thus to find herself the chosen of a heart which
had heretofore rejected earth’s sweetest gifts of tenderness, was most
unlooked-for happiness. She soon learned to love him with a depth and
fervor which surprised even herself, yet she had suffered so much in
early life that the presence of hope was now welcomed with tearful
distrust. She dreaded rather than anticipated the future, and while
listening to the wrapt eloquence of her lover, who seemed to
spiritualize the impassioned language of affection, she could not but
tremble to think what a blank life would be if this new-found bliss were
suddenly extinguished. The peculiar tone of Allston’s mind was never
more distinctly displayed than in his courtship. Of love he never spoke,
but he dwelt on the high and mystical dreams which had charmed his
solitude, he pictured passion under the garb of pure devotion, and
attired human affections in the robes of immaculate purity until he had
completely bewildered himself in the mazes of his own labyrinth of
fancies. At length the decisive moment came, and, in a manner equally
characteristic and unusual, Allston asked Mrs. Norwood to become his
wife. He was scarcely prepared for her excessive agitation, and still
less for her indefinite reply.
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