Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 2, August 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I will not pain you by a detail of the petty tyranny to which I was now
subjected. My impetuous temper was at first aroused, but, alas! it was
soon subdued by frightful severity. Indifference, neglect, intemperance,
infidelity, nay, even personal ill treatment, which left the discolored
badge of slavery upon my flesh for days and weeks, were now my only
portion. Broken in health and in spirit, I prayed for death to release
me from my sufferings, and I verily believe my husband sought to aid my
wishes by his cruel conduct. But the crushed worm was at length
compelled to turn upon the foot which trampled it. I was driven from my
home—a home which my wealth had furnished with all the appliances of
taste and elegance—and placed in a farm-house at some distance from
London, while a vile woman, whose name was but another word for
pollution, ruled over my house. To increase the horrors of my situation,
I learned that Wallingford was taking measures to prove me insane, and
thus rid himself of my presence while he secured the guardianship of my
person and property. This last injury aroused all the latent strength of
my nature. Hitherto I had been like a child brought up in servitude and
crouching beneath the master’s blow, but I was now suddenly transformed
into the indignant and energetic woman.
“Alone and unaided I determined to appeal to the laws of the land for
redress, and prudence directed me to men as wise as they were virtuous,
who readily undertook my cause. Wallingford was startled at my sudden
rebellion, but he was never unprepared for deeds of evil. My servants
were suborned, papers were forged, falsehoods were blazoned abroad, all
the idle gossip which had floated for its passing moment on the breath
of scandal like the winged seed of some noxious plant on the summer
breeze, was carefully treasured, and every thing that power could effect
was tried to make me appear degraded in character and imbecile in mind.
The circumstances attending my marriage—my first fatal error, committed
at the suggestion and under the influence of him who now adduced it as
proof of my weakness—was one of the evidences of my unworthiness, while
the utterings of a goaded spirit and the wild anguish of a breaking
heart were repeated as the language of insanity. But for once justice
and equity triumphed over the quibbles of the law. The decree of the
highest court in the realm released me from my heavy bondage. A
conditional divorce which allowed me full power to marry again, but
restrained my husband from such a privilege, in consequence of his
well-attested cruelty and ill treatment, was the result of our
protracted and painful lawsuit. My fortune, sadly wasted and diminished,
was placed in the hands of trustees for my sole benefit, and I
immediately settled upon Wallingford a sum sufficient to place him far
above want, upon the sole condition that he never intruded himself into
my presence.
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