Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“A secret, Ernest,” she replied, “which I cannot but fancy you must have
learned _before_, but which _you_ certainly _have_ learned, as well as
I, to-day. My sister loves you, Ernest!” The young man’s face was
crimson on the instant, and he would have made some reply, but his voice
failed him, and after a moment of confused stuttering, he stood before
her in embarrassed silence, but she went on at once, not noticing
apparently his consternation. “If you did know this, as I fear must be
the case, long long ago! most basely have you acted, and most cruelly,
to both of us—for never! never! even if it had been a rash and
unsought, and unjustifiable passion on her part, would I have wedded,
knowingly, the man who held my sister’s heart strings!”
“It was,” he answered instantly, “it was a rash and unsought, and
unjustifiable passion on her part—believe me, oh! believe me, Annabel!
that is—that is—” he continued, reddening again, at feeling himself
self-convicted—“that is—if she felt any passion!”
“Then you _did_ know it—then you _did_ know it—” she interrupted him,
without paying any regard to his attempt at self-correction, “then you
did know it from the very first—oh! man! man! oh! false heart of
man—oh! falser tongue that can speak thus of a woman whom he _loves!_
yes! _loves!_” she added in a clear high voice, thrilling as the alarm
blast of a silver trumpet—“yes! loves—Ernest De Vaux—with his whole
heart and spirit—never think to deny it—did I not see you, when you
rushed to save her from a lesser peril, when you left me, as you must
have thought, to perish—did I not see love, written as clearly as words
in a book, on every feature of _your_ face—even as I heard love crying
out aloud in every accent of _her_ voice?”
“What! jealous, Annabel? the calm and self-controlling Annabel! can she
be jealous—of her own sister, too?”
“Not jealous! sir—” she answered, now most contemptuously, “not jealous
in the least, I do assure you—for though most surely love _can_ exist
without one touch of jealousy, as surely cannot jealousy exist where
there is neither love, nor admiration, nor esteem, nor so much as
respect existing.”
“How—do I hear you—” he asked somewhat sharply—“do I understand you
aright? what have become, then, of your vows and protestations—your
promises of yester even?”
“You do hear me—you do understand me—” she replied, “entirely
aright—entirely! In my heart, for I have searched it very deeply—in my
heart there is not now one feeling of love, or admiration, or
esteem—much less respect for you, alas! that I should say so—alas! for
me and you—alas! for one, more to be pitied twenty-fold than either!”
“Annabel Hawkwood, you have never loved me!”
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