Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 3, September 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Ernest De Vaux, you never have known—never will know—because you are
incapable of knowing the depth, the singleness, the honesty of a true
woman’s love. So deeply did I love you, that I have come down hither,
seeing that long before you knew _me_, you had won Marian’s
heart—seeing that you loved her, as she loves you, most ardently—and
hoping that you had not discovered her affections, nor suspected your
own feelings until to-day—I came down hither with that knowledge, in
that hope—and had I found that you had erred no further than in trivial
fickleness, loving you all the while beyond all things on earth, I
purposed to resign your hand to her, thus making both of you happy, and
trusting for my own contentment to consciousness of rights and to the
love of THEM, who, all praise be to Him therefore, has constituted so
the spirit of Annabel Hawkwood, that when she cannot honor, she cannot,
afterward forever, feel either love or friendship—you are weighed,
Ernest De Vaux, weighed in the balance and found wanting—I leave you
now, sir, to prepare my sister to bear the blow your baseness has
inflicted—our marriage is broken off at once, now and forever—lay all
the blame on me!—on me!—if it so please you—but not one word against
my own or Marian’s honor—my aunt I shall inform instantly, that for
sufficient reasons our promised union will not take place at all—the
reasons I shall lock in my own bosom. You will remain here—you _must_
do so—this one night, to-morrow morning we will bid you adieu forever!”
“Be it so”—he replied—“Be it so, lady—the fickleness I can
forgive—but not the scorn! I will go now and order that the regiment
march hence forthwith, what more recruits there be can follow at their
leisure—and I will overtake the troops before noon, on the march,
to-morrow,” and with the words he left the room apparently as
unconcerned as if he had gone thence but for a walk of pleasure, as if
he had not left a breaking heart behind him.
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