Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 4, October 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 4, October 1842
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From such perils, to which her romantic temper would probably have
exposed her, Mary Allison was preserved by the watchfulness of Ernest.
Indeed their mutual regard seemed to possess much of the character of
such an affection as has just been described, but without its dangers.
He was her friend, her counsellor, the guide of her wayward feelings;
but there was none of that high-wrought sensibility, that fervent
language which would be impassioned were it not so pure, that ardor of
feeling which gives to such a friendship the semblance of love—but of
love _wingless_, and with bow unbent. Ernest never ventured to be other
than the friend, the honored, trusted and humble friend. Not that he was
a servile, mean-spirited contemner of himself because of his
property—for he was in truth as high-souled, lofty-minded, and
proud-hearted a being as ever wrestled with fortune—but gratitude had
quickened his perception of duty, and, in the echoes of his own heart,
he learned the nature of his own humility.
Mary had attained her twenty-second year when she received another offer
of marriage from a gentleman whose character and standing in society
made him a most eligible match. He was refused, but so kindly and
gently, that he resolved not to be repulsed. He persevered in a course
of delicate attentions which even Mary’s fastidiousness could not
reject, and he demanded the consideration due to friendship till he
could make good his claims to a warmer interest. He was certainly not
distasteful to Mary, and had she been called to choose one from among
her professed lovers, Charles Walton would probably have been the object
of her choice. But she was conscious that she was capable of a much
stronger emotion than he had inspired, and a very slight examination
into her heart showed her one sealed recess which she dared not venture
to unlock. Within that holy of holies, which every mortal shrouds within
his bosom, she knew that an image was enshrined on which maiden pride
forbade her to look, and the fair girl turned away dismayed from her
self-imposed task. But her lover was patient and persevering, and, after
months of assiduous wooing, he sought her father’s aid. Mr. Allison had
never interfered to control the inclinations of his children. If the
suitor was only a man of integrity and honor, mere pecuniary disparity
was never allowed to influence his opinions, but, in this case, he
certainly was disposed to wish that Mary might decide in Mr. Walton’s
favor. He wished to retire from business, and Walton was very competent
to supply his place in a concern which might still be conducted for the
benefit of the family, if Mary would become the wife of the new partner.
Actuated by these motives he promised his influence to the ardent lover;
but the more he reflected upon his task the more reluctant he felt to
perform it. He could not bear to influence the affections of his
favorite child, and yet he earnestly wished her to think as he did. Like
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