Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I am not fit to pray,” exclaimed the passionate girl, struggling
faintly to free her hand.
Phebe did not urge her, but scarcely were the first faint words of her
own petition breathed through the chamber, when Malina was by her side,
and when they went to rest that night the high spirited girl went to
sleep with her head nestled on her sister’s bosom, half subdued by her
pure and affectionate counsel.
Mrs. Gray had no sympathy for the faults of a warm and sensitive
disposition. She scarcely knew what an impulse was; even her anger was
systematical, and she exhibited it with a cold perseverance which only
served to irritate and mortify her daughter. Like all girls, Malina was
fond of dress, but months went by and Mrs. Gray seemed altogether
unconscious of her wants. She had kept her resolution not to enter the
old meeting-house again, and when Mrs. Gray brought home a new dress or
shawl for Phebe, Malina was quietly told that as she never went to
meeting her old dresses were quite good enough for school; indeed it is
doubtful if she would have been permitted to remain at home but for the
claim which her majority would give upon the property. Mrs. Gray was
quite too politic for violent measures, so she contented herself with
annoying negatives, and tormented her sensitive and high-tempered child
by _doing_ nothing, while she comforted her self-sanctity with a belief
that it was all meek and Christian forbearance. It was not long before
the gay, dashing Malina became one of the most shabbily dressed girls in
the village. She wore her thin straw gipsy and roses through all the
cold winter months—mended her gloves over and over again—concealed her
summer dresses beneath a cloak when she came to school, and returned the
jeers of her schoolmates with a sort of important pride which soon
silenced them. When spring came she still remained obstinate in a
determination never to visit the old meeting-house so long as Parson
Brown preached there. A few kind words from her mother might have
persuaded her, but those words were not spoken. Mrs. Gray only showed
her sense of this contumacious conduct by heaping that finery on poor
Phebe which should have been her sister’s, but which she was forbidden
even to share with her. Well, the spring came round again, and Malina
was still obstinate. She bleached her bonnet, brightened up the roses,
and altered over the old muslin dress with an ingenuity which made her
wardrobe quite respectable once more; but she was not happy in her
disobedience, the habits of her childhood could not be shaken off so
easily, and many a quiet Sabbath as she sat by her chamber window and
watched Phebe gather a handful of snowdrops in the yard, spread her
green parasol and go forth to “meeting” by her mother’s side, looking so
chaste and beautiful in her white dress and new cottage bonnet, poor
Malina would turn away with tears in her eyes and think of the old
meeting-house, with a yearning wish to sit in the family pew once more,
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