Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The birth of a daughter at length opened new feelings and hopes to the
parents; and the thought “that Mr. Gilmer could no longer treat her as a
child, and require her to study and read,” added not a little to the
happiness that flashed in Charlotte’s eyes as she kissed her baby with
rapture; and the quiet but deep satisfaction with which Mr. Gilmer
contemplated his child, was partly founded in the expectation, “that
Charlotte, in assuming the duties and feelings of a mother, would sink
the giddiness of the girl in the steadiness of the woman.” But little
did he know in supposing that youth and nature were thus to be cheated
of their privileges by the assumption of the responsibilities of maturer
age. That Charlotte loved her infant with the liveliest affection, is
true; but it was rather the playful fondness of a child for its
play-thing than the passionate love of a mother for her first born; and
although she would delightedly fondle the infant for a few minutes, yet
easily terrified by the cries of the little creature, drawn forth by the
awkward handling of its inexperienced parent, she would quickly resign
it to the soothing cares of its nurse, who, in fact, dreaded the sight
of the young mother in the nursery. Once, indeed, after having been
admonished and lectured by her husband on her new duties and
responsibilities, she took it in her head, at the imminent risk of life
and limb of her child, to wash and dress it herself, and which was most
terrified and exhausted under the operation, mother or child, it would
be difficult to say; and very soon she resumed her usual routine of
life, only varied by occasional visits to her nursery. Mr. Gilmer,
disappointed in the change he had hoped to see in her character and
tastes, became more impatient and less yielding than before. Had he, in
the indulgent spirit that should have accompanied his age and knowledge
of the world, given way to the joyous spirits and excitable feelings
natural to her youth, he would have won to himself a heart naturally
warm and affectionate, at the same time that he quenched her ardent love
of pleasure in satiety. But, too selfish to put that constraint on
himself, he expected at once that calm indifference to society, in a
girl of scarce eighteen, that was in himself the result of twenty-five
years devotion to its frivolities, and his wife’s thirst for gaiety
seemed to increase in proportion to the difficulties and objections he
threw in the path of her enjoyment—and it was but natural that she
should escape with delight, looks of grave displeasure, quick words of
impatience, and selfish forgetfulness of her tastes at home, for the
gaiety of brilliant throngs where she was followed, admired and
flattered, and which she enjoyed the more, that the opportunities were
rare and doubtful.
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