Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The society of her mother had been her greatest source of comfort during
the last few years of her existence, as she turned to her for that
indulgence and love of which she felt the want more and more; and which
was poured forth upon her more fully in her hour of disappointment than
even in her petted childhood by her doting parent. And now how gladly
did she hail every little excuse the calls of life afforded her, the
procuring a servant, the necessary purchases, &c., to drive to the city
and spend as many hours as possible with that dear friend. And oh, how
doubly happy was she on such occasions, if she were caught in a storm,
or losing the boat, was compelled to remain a few days in that small
house, which with its mean furniture she had once been so anxious to
escape, but which was now to her the centre of all happiness, for there
she found liberty, sympathy, love; and her mother acknowledged to
herself that when she had so anxiously essayed to guard her child from
every sorrow and trial of life, she had attempted a task not to be
achieved upon earth. Cares and sorrows are the lot of earth’s children;
but they fall comparatively lightly on those whose hearts are
strengthened and sustained by an all-supporting and enduring love for
those to whom fortune has connected their destiny.
And was Mr. Gilmer happier for the new mode of life he had adopted? No.
Accustomed to the habits of a city, he was wanting in that personal
activity necessary for the enjoyment of country pleasures, or keen
interest in the agricultural improvement of his place. His literary
pursuits, wanting the stimulus of congenial spirits, was degenerating
into careless reading and sedentary habits, only diversified by light
dozing; and, after spending the afternoon and evening hours in his
library alone, there was a dreamy abstraction in his eye, that the keen
vigilance of Mrs. Vivian having once detected, she knew immediately came
neither from literary excitement nor intellectual meditation. Thus will
the selfish pursuance of one’s own gratification, alone, fall back upon
the head of him who essays to secure all for himself in yielding nothing
to others.
A wasted youth and useless manhood must end in a neglected and unhonored
age.
Should a few years bring forth a young and beauteous widow, society may
look for the natural results of an unnatural youth, in that saddest of
anomalies, _a gay widow_. And should she essay a second “Experiment of
Living,” we fear that having been worldly when she should have been
romantic, she will now be romantic when it would be more graceful, or at
least more respectable, to be worldly, and the result will scarcely be
less unfortunate and infinitely more ridiculous than the first.
F. E. F.
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[Illustration: _Fanny Corbaux_, _H. S. Sadd, N. Y._
_The Pet Rabbit_,
_Engraved expressly for Graham’s Magazine._]
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