Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Hester was as different from her sister in character as in person, and,
if she attracted less general attention, she obtained more lasting
regard. Men of talent and character—persons of quiet domestic habits,
who had been brought up among virtuous sisters, and, therefore, knew how
to appreciate the real value of woman—such were the admirers of the
less obtrusive sister. But Hester was insensible to all their homage,
and, far from imitating Celestina’s example, sought rather to withdraw
from all their adulation. Her acquaintance with society had taught her
to distrust her long cherished dream of love, and, though the image of
Edward Legard still possessed its influence over her imagination, she
was not insensible to the fact that, in shutting out all other
affections from her heart, she should be guilty of an act of folly.
When, therefore, she was addressed by a man whose talents commanded her
respect, while his virtues won her esteem, she yielded to her mother’s
wishes, and, without actually accepting his proffered hand, contented
herself with not rejecting his suit. Many a girl is placed in precisely
similar circumstances. Many a woman accepts one who ranks _second_ in
her estimation, because he who stands _first_ is unattainable; and,
however wrong such conduct may seem in principle, it will still be
pursued so long as women are taught that the term “old maid” is one of
reproach, and that the chief end and aim of their existence is marriage.
Mr. Vernon was a widower, rather past the prime of life, remarkably
handsome in person, a great lover of literature, gifted with fine
talents, and possessed of an ample fortune. Even Hester, uncalculating
as she was, could not be insensible to the advantages of such an
alliance, and, had she never seen Legard, she would doubtless have been
quite satisfied with the calm, quiet liking which she felt for her new
lover. But in the stillness of her own bosom arose the spectre of that
first vague love—the very shadow of a shade—throwing its dark image
athwart the stream of memory. Mr. Vernon was one of those persevering
men, however, who will not be repulsed. His proposals were rather
hesitatingly declined, but he proffered them a second time. Hester
explained to him her scruples respecting the feelings with which he had
inspired her, and he answered her by disclaiming all pretensions to that
passionate and devoted love which his principles taught him to denounce
as idolatrous. A calm and tender friendship was all he asked, and that
Hester had already given. It was no wonder, therefore, that, pressed as
she was, on all sides, by advice and entreaty, while the lapse of every
day made her more and more ashamed of the real cause of her reluctance,
she at last yielded her consent to become a wife.
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