Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 5, November 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The appointed time arrived, and Hester, in a tumult of feeling which,
but for her mother’s watchfulness, would have led her even then to
confess the truth to Mr. Vernon, was attired for the ceremony. Pale and
trembling she met her lover, and as she placed a hand, cold as death, in
the warm grasp of his, she was in doubt whether her reluctance arose
from the memory of past affection, or from a simple consciousness that
her heart held treasures which did not accompany the gift of her
hand—whether she shrunk because she loved another, or only because she
did not love him. So vague, so indistinct had been her early dream,
that, even now, she could not define the limits between it and reality.
The ceremony was to be performed in church, and, placed before the
altar, with her beautiful sister at her side, as bridemaid, Hester heard
the commencement of the service. The awful requisition which demands
_truth_, even as it will be exhibited “at the last day, when the secrets
of all hearts shall be revealed,” was solemnly uttered, and the
officiating clergyman paused one moment, as if to give time for the
confession of any impediment which might exist. At that instant Hester
raised her eyes and beheld, leaning against a pillar near the altar,
with a countenance in which the wildest emotions of grief were depicted,
the long absent Edward Legard. The shock was too great—with a faint
cry, she sunk to the floor, while her head struck, with some violence,
against the rails of the altar. All was now confusion and dismay. The
unwedded bride was borne to her home, and her medical attendants
enjoined the most perfect quiet, both of mind and body. Her nervous
system had received a severe shock; and, while her physicians attributed
it to the over excitement of the moment, her family fancied they could
trace it to the deep reluctance with which she had contemplated the
marriage. For several weeks she was in imminent danger, and, even after
her convalescence, she suffered from a deep dejection which seemed to
portend the most serious injury to the mind as well as the body. One of
her first acts, when permitted to exercise her slowly returning
strength, was to write a letter to Mr. Vernon, frankly stating her
repugnance to the marriage, and entreating his forgiveness for the wound
she had inflicted upon his feelings. But Mr. Vernon was too
matter-of-fact a man to understand Hester’s character. His self-love was
wounded, and he deigned no reply to her eloquent and passionate appeal.
In little more than three months afterwards she received her letter,
enclosed in a blank cover, together with a piece of bride-cake, and the
“at home” cards of _Mr._ and _Mrs._ Vernon.
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