Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
life, and now contrived to appear on the principal promenades as a
fashionable lounger—but the world wondered how!
The manufacturer was terrified at the prospect for his daughter, whom he
really loved, but it was too late. Leroy saw the storm coming, and
prevailed upon Annette, by falsehood and misrepresentation, to consent
to a secret marriage. Fondly and long she clung to the delusion that her
husband had been slandered—that one who could _talk_ so well, and
_profess_ so much, could not be a villain. He _was_ not one, perhaps, in
the usual interpretation; but we can conceive of no more heartless
wretch than the man who deliberately deceives and betrays a fond and
confiding woman. Leroy never loved Annette with a true and exalted
affection. He felt himself bankrupt in fortune, and nearly so in
character, and he was base enough to become the husband of an
unsuspecting girl, in the hope of a dependency upon the bounty of her
father. Deceived in this, for the old manufacturer would have nothing to
do with him, he soon threw off the mask. At first cold and indifferent,
he speedily grew harsh and unkind. True, there were moments when his
better nature prevailed, and he would endeavor, by apparent contrition
and well turned promises, to atone for his conduct. But, they were few
and far between, and diminished in number as time rolled on. Strange,
despite the giddy character of Annette—despite the little care which
had been bestowed upon her principles, she clung to him with the true
fidelity of woman. She loved him with her whole soul, and while the
pride of her woman nature repelled the idea of any public exposure of
her situation, and while she even concealed from her parents much of the
unworthy conduct of Leroy, she still cherished a belief of his ultimate
reform. Night after night she sat in her quiet chamber, or gazed
earnestly from the window, in the hope that the form of her husband
might appear before the midnight hour. Who may paint the agony of her
mind at such moments—the jealous fears that shot like daggers through
her breast, as to his haunts and his society—the apprehension of danger
and of death—the terrible fancies which mingled him in some dreadful
scene at the gaming table—and, worse than all, the oft repelled, but
still returning conviction, that the wine cup was too familiar with his
lips!
God, in pity look down upon and impart moral courage to the lonely wives
of the world—the dejected ones to whom home is desolate, whose hearts
are breaking slowly, secretly, string by string—who live only for their
little ones, and because they know it wrong to plunge unbidden into
eternity! Beings who have ventured their all of earthly happiness, and
have lost all—who have been deceived, betrayed, and are now deserted!
Pity and console them, Great Creator, for the misery of unrequited love,
of wounded pride, of crushed affection, of hopeless despair throughout
this life, can only be soothed and softened by a heavenly influence!
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