Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXI, No. 6, December 1842
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
frantic gallop required the most intimate acquaintance with every turn
and inequality of the road. Over hill and dale, through glen and moor he
dashed, reckless of danger, for how could he think of aught but his
daughter? Oh! what would he not have given to be assured that he should
once more look into her soft blue eyes, that he should again press her
to his bosom. What now to him was rank or wealth? Perhaps he thought
that Helen would be able to reveal her name ere she fell a victim—but
no! for even if she spoke, would his subordinate believe her story?
Once, the very suspicion that she favored the Covenanters had angered
him, but now he would forgive every thing, only to be assured of her
safety. The contending emotions—hope and fear, love and anger, suspense
and despair—that agitated his bosom, made that hour’s ride an hour of
agony, such as he had never before thought a human being could endure,
and live. He felt that the curse of God was on him—that all the agonies
he had inflicted on others were now concentrated on himself—that he was
bound to the wheel of fire. His punishment had already begun. He had
rushed against the thick bosses of the Almighty’s buckler, and found,
like him of old, that man could not contend against the Most High.
We remember, when a boy, waking from a dream of horror, to find our
mother smiling over our sleep. Oh! never shall we forget the heavenly
radiance of that loved face, for radiant with heaven it seemed to us,
after the terrors of that midnight vision. Even so we feel when turning
from contemplating the tortures of the persecutor, to gaze on his
sainted child. The hour was now approaching noon, and Helen, in the
presence of the silent flock, had taken upon her those vows she could
never put off. Tears fell from many an eye as the worshipers beheld her
thus in their midst; and the old pastor was so affected that he could
scarcely speak.
“God will reward you, my daughter, and give you strength,” he said; “I
bless His holy name that thou art delivered from the dominion of Baal.
It is hard, I know, to disobey a parent; but saith not the Scripture,
that we must leave father and mother, if required, and take up our cross
and follow Christ? Only persevere, and God will make your way plain to
you, guiding you, even as he led the children of Israel, with a pillar
of cloud by day, and of fire by night. Trials, and sore ones, we must
all have in this world—and I boast not, but only speak to cheer you,
when I say that mine have been many and hard, but God has given me grace
to endure all, even as He will give it unto you. But my race is nearly
run; the golden urn will soon be broken at the fountain. I only pray to
die like the martyrs of old, with my armor on, and my sword girt to my
thigh. Come, oh! Lord, most mighty,” he continued, raising his hands and
eyes rapturously above, “come, oh! Lord most gracious, and come
quickly!”
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