Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 3, March 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXX, No. 3, March 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
She had sat in her room all that afternoon, in a sort of stupor, her
fingers convulsively clasping and unclasping each other, and her eyes
bent on the floor listlessly. The going out and coming in of her
attendants attracted no attention. But she had not shed a tear. The
fountains of her eyes seemed scorched up. When the time came to attire
her for the ceremony, they had to rouse her; and the vacant gaze of
inquiry she turned on the servant, made the slave, for a moment, think
her insane. But when her aunt came in to superintend her toilet, she
seemed to revive, and with an effort rose from her chair, and welcomed
her with a smile—but one like a sunbeam on a wintry day, cold, and
shuddering to look upon. From this moment, however, she was more like
herself, though at times the muscles of her mouth would twitch
convulsively. At other times she would turn away her head, and an
expression of heart-breaking wo would then shoot across her countenance;
but, on meeting her aunt’s eye once more, she would essay again to
smile.
A few moments before the ceremony was to begin, they left her alone for
a moment. She was standing before the mirror, and her eyes fell on the
reflection of her form.
“The sacrifice will soon be complete,” she said bitterly. “God forgive
me—yet surely I am doing right. Oh! that I could weep, but there is a
load here,” and she pressed both hands on her breast, “that keeps back
the tears. It is like burning fire.”
Who would have believed that this ghastly face was the once radiant one
of Kate Mowbray?
Her father stood near the door as she entered. He was struck with the
dry, stony expression of her face, and started forward to her side. He
spoke in a whisper, but with startling earnestness.
“I adjure you, my daughter,” he said, “tell me—are you willing to go on
with this matter? Say but a word, and it shall be broken off.”
Kate lifted her eyes to his with a sudden movement, and the glance they
gave was full of unutterable love. It was such, if we may say so without
presumption, as a martyred spirit might have turned to heaven from the
stake. It thrilled every nerve in that father’s frame. That same sad,
sweet smile, too, was on her face, as she placed her hand in his, and
said,
“Let it go on, dear father. I am only faint and nervous. I shall soon be
better.” Ay! better in the grave.
His doubts were only half resolved, but he could say no more, and
together they advanced to the temporary altar, where the bridegroom and
priest stood awaiting them.
Kate felt a choking in the throat, as her eyes first fell on Major
Lindsay, and it seemed to her, for an instant, as if her knees were
failing her. But she remembered that her father’s eyes were bent
anxiously on her, and from that moment there was no longer any faltering
on her part.
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