Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 6, December 1847Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXI, No. 6, December 1847
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
When she at length perceived the nature of her sentiments, it was too
late to subdue them—for she loved M. de Gaser with all the devotedness
of an ardent nature, and a vivid imagination; remorse even added depth
to her affection. Since the moment she had comprehended that her feeling
for Edmond was neither esteem nor friendship, but a more absorbing
attachment, the recollection of her husband arose in her heart with all
the impetuosity of an appealing conscience. She would have taken refuge
in flight, but winter was at its height, and she dared not cause her
mother to undertake at that time, a journey whose consequences would
have been fatal to her health. Every thing was in opposition to poor
Wilhelmine; the representations of her mother, who treated the griefs
which engrossed her as mere idle scruples; the opinion of the world,
which might have served to authorise in her own eyes a second marriage;
and, more than all, the constant presence of Edmond—for had she ceased
to see him, it would have seemed a tacit confession of weakness. The
tears she almost continually shed, destroyed her health; and when, on
the arrival of spring, they prepared to leave Brussels, it was not for
Madame de Cernan, but for Wilhelmine, the journey offered dangers, so
completely had she been, in a short time, exhausted by grief.
Nevertheless, the day for their departure was fixed. Wishing to avoid a
final interview with M. de Gaser, she denied herself to visitors; but
Edmond, charmed at the thought of Wilhelmine’s no longer suffering,
entered by a different door, and penetrated into the garden of the
hotel. He stood fixedly regarding the windows which he supposed were
those of Madame de Breuil’s apartment, when suddenly, in a turn of the
path, he perceived her walking slowly, her eyes bent on the ground, like
a person giving way to most profound abstraction. The exclamation
uttered by Edmond on recognising her, aroused her from her reverie.
Wilhelmine being no longer able to control her emotion, Edmond realised
that he was beloved; and this belief lent him courage to declare a
tenderness which had until now been only told by his looks. Troubled and
irresolute, Wilhelmine seemed not to hear him, but, nevertheless, every
word re-echoed through her heart. At last, with that impetuosity of
determination which sometimes succeeds to prolonged uncertainty, she
answered, “In six months I will be your wife!” and then hastily quitted
him, leaving M. de Gaser intoxicated with happiness.
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