Graham's Magazine Vol XXXII No. 6 June 1848Various
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Graham's Magazine Vol XXXII No. 6 June 1848
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
There was a rustling of the bed-clothes, a faint murmur, and the
sufferer languidly turned her eyes upon the speaker. A dimness was in
those sunken orbs; a clamminess upon her wan brow, and her breast
heaved wildly beneath the linen that lay in snowy waves across it. But
she did not appear to have heard the inquiry of the minister.
"The Widow White--has she not come yet? It is getting late--quite
late," feebly spoke the sufferer.
Until then Widow White had stood unnoticed in the dark shadow,
unwilling to interrupt; but, hearing this inquiry, she glided to the
bedside.
"Yes, Mrs. Williams, I have come," and she laid her hand upon the dewy
brow of her she had named, and tenderly smoothed back the long hair
that lay loosely upon it.
A gleam of satisfaction shot across the wan countenance of the
sufferer as these words fell upon her ear. A light, almost
preternatural, stole to her eyes, until they sparkled as the diamond,
and she lifted her head upon her hand, and strove to speak. But the
effort was too great for her debilitated condition--a weakness came
over her, and she sunk back exhausted to her pillow. Ere long,
however, she recovered sufficient strength to speak, and turning
toward Widow White, clasped her hand affectionately.
"I feel that my life is fast ebbing away," she began in a subdued and
thrilling voice. "A few short hours will pass by, and this body will
be a soulless mass. But I do not fear to die; for me, death has no
terror, nor the grave a victory. I am standing upon its very brink,
and look down into its blackness without an emotion save that of
pleasure. This is a vain and heartless world! I have found it so,
again and again, and the grave is the only place where I can find rest
from its temptations and persecutions, and I feel glad that the time
is almost here, when rest, both for body and soul, will be attained.
But there is one thing that troubles me. My husband slumbers beneath
the heavy sod in the village grave-yard; I am standing upon the very
brink of eternity; I have no relatives living on this side of the
Atlantic, and when I am gone, what is to become of my poor friendless,
motherless child? I know there is One above who has promised to take
care of the orphan, but still, it would give me a pleasure to know,
that when my mouldering body reposes in 'that bourne whence no
traveler returns,' that the light of a pleasant home would shed its
radiance on her girlish years. I fear to trust her to the world. I
fear its buffetings--I fear its bitterness--I fear its selfishness!--I
have keenly felt them all, and they bowed my strength of spirit almost
to the dust!--they sullied my purity of purpose, and my love of God!
Three years ago I took up my abode in this community. Life was in its
spring-time of joyousness. Pleasure opened her thousand portals, and
nature breathed in beauty. Then a stern blight came upon it all! The
gloom of death shadowed my dwelling, and soon the cold and rigid form
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