Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 3, March 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 3, March 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“A month went by winged with love and hope. Paul found himself growing
weaker, but he looked forward to a sea-voyage as a sure means of
restoring him to health. Carlotta was hastening her preparatory
arrangements, willing to leave her home, willing to brave the perils of
the deep, in the belief that old Ocean’s life-inspiring wave would prove
the fabled fountain of youth to her beloved. She had never seen
consumption in any of its varied and sometimes beautiful forms. She knew
not that the eye could retain its lustre, that the cheek could glow with
more than its usual brightness, that the heart could be lured by a false
hope, until, like a red leaf of the forest, dropping suddenly from the
topmost bough, the doomed one fell, stricken down in an unthought of
moment by the stern destroyer.
“One morning, when Paul had remained much longer than usual in his
apartment, Carlotta sought him for the purpose of whiling him abroad.
“He was lying asleep on a couch, where he must have thrown himself from
very weariness, as one of the brushes with which he had been painting
had fallen from his hand upon the floor. His wife softly approached. She
stooped and kissed his lips. He opened his eyes, smiled lovingly upon
her, and pointed to the picture.
“‘You have made me too beautiful, dearest; this must be a copy of the
image in your heart.’
“‘Ah, I have not done you justice, you are far more lovely, my own wife,
yes, far more lovely—my mother—my mother—’ repeated Paul, dreamily.
It was evident his thoughts were wandering.
“‘You are exhausted, dear love; but sleep now, and I will watch beside
you.’
Carlotta knelt down and laid her cheek on his. Afraid of disturbing him,
some minutes elapsed ere she again raised her head and turned to look
upon the sleeper. She took the hand that hung listlessly by his side. It
was cold, and she thought to warm it by pressing it to her lips—to her
cheek—to her heart. She bent her ear close to the sleeper—there was no
sound; she laid her lips on his—oh, God! where was the warm breath? A
horrible dread came over her, and unable from the intensity of her agony
to utter any cry, she sunk down and gazed fixedly in her husband’s face,
realizing the heart-touching thoughts of the poet.
‘And still upon that face I look,
And think ’twill smile again,
And still the thought I cannot brook
That I must look in vain.’
“And thus were they found by her father, who was the first to enter the
apartment. Paul quite dead—Carlotta lying to all appearance lifeless at
his side—and before them the unfinished picture.
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