Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“But, my dear child,” said the lady, “you cannot think of returning now,
in the depth of winter. The communication by water is closed, and you
know it is a three days’ journey by land in the best of traveling. At
present, they say the roads are nearly impassable. Come, take my advice
and content yourself till spring. Believe me, you will not find every
thing as you expect when you return to the country. A short absence from
home, often produces a great change in our own minds, and we are led to
view the same objects in a different light. New impressions of life and
manners frequently destroy the power of old associations to bring back
past happiness; and we are left to experience a painful disappointment,
without being at first sensible that the change is in ourselves. We can
never be again what we were before.”
Rose listened attentively, and though far from being fully convinced by
the reasoning of Mrs. Sandford, she bent her will to a seeming
necessity, and consented to remain. Naturally buoyant, she rallied her
spirits, and overcame her transient depression. Interested continually
in receiving as well as imparting knowledge, she said no more about
returning home until the summer vacation left her at liberty to revisit
her native town. Then it was that she understood the change which the
more experienced woman of the world had sought to picture to her
imagination. She was once more in the bosom of her family; on the very
spot where life had opened to her with such bright anticipations of
happiness. The same scenes were around her. The extended range of level
country, and “The sea, the open sea,” with its mountainous and heaving
billows, presented itself, as in former days, to her unobstructed view.
What then was lost? It was the simple taste, the unsophisticated mind,
the feelings untainted with the world, and, most of all, the heart at
peace! She was no longer contented. The quietude and sameness of the
country left her too much time for thought; and her restless spirit
wandered again to the thronged and bustling city, and the ceaseless
routine of her labors in the school as a sort of necessary means of
relief. The sight of the ocean grew painful to her, from its reminding
her too forcibly of her absent lover. Selwyn wrote not, came not. Some
said he was married in London, and there came not a word from himself to
contradict the report.
Edward Burton took advantage of it to renew the offer of his hand to
Rose.
“No,” answered she, decidedly, “if Cousin Robert is really married, as
people say, my faith in man’s love is destroyed forever. I hope you will
never ask me again, Edward, for my answer will always be the same.”
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