Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“It was natural to him to wish to please, and he aided his natural
attractions by a certain devotedness of manner, which made each
individual to whom he addressed himself _appropriate_ his tenderness as
her own right. Jessie had lived in such close seclusion that she knew
nothing of the world or its ways. It is probable that had Herbert asked
her to become his wife before the return of Edgar, she would have easily
consented, for she certainly loved him very dearly, and long habit of
associating with him had accustomed her to his deformity. To her he was
not the shapeless dwarf, whose crippled limbs scarce bore the weight of
his crooked body. He had been her ideal of excellence—the friend, the
Mentor who had made her orphaned life a blessing, and she could imagine
no stronger, deeper affection than that which he had long since
inspired.
“But after Edgar had been at home a few months, she was conscious of a
great change in her feelings. She loved Herbert as well as ever, but she
had learned the existence of another kind of affection. Edgar’s sweet
words and honied flatteries were unlike any thing she had ever heard
before, and unconscious of any disloyalty to Herbert, she gave herself
up to the enjoyment of this new sensation of happiness.
“Herbert was tried almost beyond his strength, for it was when his
mother lay on what was soon to be her death-bed that he first suspected
the fatal truth respecting his brother and Jessie. A lingering illness,
protracted through many weeks (during which time Herbert was his
mother’s constant companion, while Edgar enjoyed the opportunity of
unrestrained companionship with Jessie,) finally terminated in Mrs.
Darsie’s death; and, as Herbert closed her eyes, he could not but feel
that sinking of the heart which told him that he was now alone upon
earth. Immediately after his mother’s funeral he was taken alarmingly
ill, and for several days his life was considered in imminent danger. It
was not until his recovery that he again saw Jessie Graham, who, in
compliance with the world’s notions of decorum, had left the home of her
childhood on the decease of her benefactress. She had found her
temporary abode in the family of a friend in the neighborhood, and
Herbert’s sick-bed had known no other attendance than that of the
housekeeper and servants. In his first interview with Jessie after his
convalescence, he drew from her a confession, or rather an admission of
her love for Edgar. The manner in which she confided this to him—the
frank, sisterly feeling which seemed to animate her, stung him to the
heart. But he possessed great self-command, and Jessie never suspected
the actual state of _his_ feelings while she confided to him her own.
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