Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 4, April 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“With the approach of death came old memories thronging about his heart,
and filling his sick chamber with fantasies and spectres of long by-gone
days. “Take me home! take me home!” was the bitter cry. But his
“_home-wo_” came too late. Never again would he leave his bed until he
was carried to the house appointed for all living. At the first tidings
of his illness Herbert had sailed for Havre, and traveled with all speed
to Paris; but when he arrived there his heart failed him. He remembered
Edgar’s avowed jealousy of him, and the wild, fierce joy which thrilled
his heart when he found himself once more near to Jessie, taught him
that he was not entirely guiltless toward his brother. He accordingly
took lodgings in the same hotel, that he might be near Edgar, in case he
should wish to see him, well knowing that the mode of life in Paris
secured him the most perfect privacy. He made known his present abode to
a certain business-agent, through whose hands letters had usually been
sent to him from Paris, and thus he received from Jessie’s hand constant
tidings of his brother’s condition.
“But this state of things could not last long. His impatience to be with
Edgar led him to seize upon the first faint intimation of a wish to see
him, and he soon found himself welcomed with tears of joy by Jessie
while Edgar thanked him with his eyes—those tender eyes—for his
thoughtful kindness in coming without waiting for a summons. During
three months Herbert shared with Jessie her care and watchfulness over
the invalid. All the lovable qualities of Edgar’s nature were brought
out by his sickness, and Herbert could not help feeling the full force
of those fascinations which had won for him the love of every one.
Weakened in mind as well as in body by his disease, he was like a lovely
and gentle child, so docile, so affectionate, so helpless, so tender,
and so altogether lovely did he appear, as the dark wing of death flung
its shadow broader and deeper above his couch.
“He died with penitence for past misdeeds deep-rooted in his heart, and
prayer for pardon lingering on his lips. He died clasping his brother’s
hand in his, and the last act of his life was a vain attempt to unite
Jessie’s hand in the same grasp. There was no time for the indulgence of
selfish feeling at such a moment. The presence of death had hushed the
whispers of earthly passion, and the grief of both the brother and the
widow was the genuine tribute of affection to the departed.
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