Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 5, May 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXIV, No. 5, May 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“The second winter I had continually a restless yearning for higher and
nobler pursuits than the mere business of school-teaching; that supplied
our natural wants and necessities admirably, it is true, but there were
longings of my mind that it became as necessary for me to supply. And so
once more in the long winter evenings I resumed my pencils and pen, and
I worked with them. It is impossible for me to express to you the
intense satisfaction following these labors; it seemed as though I had
found suddenly an Aladdin’s lamp, and that it dispelled the darkness and
gloom of undefined yearning, and showed me a true and a great end that I
could accomplish! I did not then immediately force my new productions
upon the editors, but remembering well that one salutary lesson I
received long ago, I strove hard to perfect myself. It would be
wearisome for you to listen to the narration of my progress till I had
gradually mounted up into the notice of the noble people of the west;
how kindly and charitably they hailed my writings; how encouraging were
the letters which, from many sources unexpected and unsought, I
received, I will leave you to imagine—I felt then as though I were
truly working out my destiny. Words crowded to my lips for utterance;
thoughts pleaded in my brain to be heard; I longed to speak words of
encouragement and strength to others—such words as from my own
experience I knew full well many an overburdened soul needed. I spoke
them, and I humbly hope they found acceptance and regard in many a
heart.
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