Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It was her thirtieth birth-day, and the anniversary of her marriage. The
widow sat alone in the pleasant parlor of her cottage; she had remained
alone that day, and with tears dedicated it to her heart’s sacred
memories. Every thing about the room and the house, was pleasantly
indicative of a refined and peaceful way of living, and of cheerfulness,
too, save and except the sorrowing woman, who, at nightfall paced the
room, and looked so sadly into the past. The curtains of the windows
were drawn and the door closed; Grace had been looking again over the
treasures of her casket. It was in that very room, twenty years before,
she had laid down on that night of their parting, to dream about Hugh
Willson, and to pray for his happiness; and now she stood there a widow,
sad and desolate, in her prime of life, thinking of the love of her
later life—and weeping as she thought—for Clarence Lovering was worthy
to be so remembered and loved.
In the beautiful casket, _his_ gift, were laid the bridal ornaments
which he had given; she had never worn them since his death, but kept
them where no eye but her own could gaze upon them, and think of his
loving kindness, but with them was preserved still a withered flower
whose fragrance had fled quite away, and _never_ with a heart quite
calm, had Grace been able to look upon it; neither had she ever been
able to think with indifference, or a mere _idle_ curiosity of thought,
on the probable worth of Hugh Willson’s manhood.
At length, as the night came on, the letters, and the jewels, and the
rose, were laid away, but the miniature of her lost husband was lying
next her heart then—for the love of the woman was vaster and deeper
than that of the child; and Grace had dried her tears, for the hope that
consoles the Christian mourner had conquered the agony of spirit that
for a time overwhelmed her.
The evening proved dark and stormy, the pattering of the rain upon the
window-sill, and the still softer and more dream-like sound with which
it falls upon the grass, which is so pleasant to hear when all within
the house is bright and cheerful, was a melancholy sound to the lonely
woman, for it fell upon the graves in the burial-ground, where the damp
earth was the only shelter of her beloved ones, and its echo fell upon
that grave in her heart where lay buried the hopes of her youth—she
might have, and I know not but she did, draw from it a hope and a
promise of resurrection and of life both for her lamented dead, and for
her vanished joy in life.
The quiet of the chamber was for a moment broken, a servant entered, a
letter laid upon the table, and then the door was closed, the post-boy
gone, and all was still again.
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