Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Grace, we are neither of us young any longer. I have grown gray in my
hard struggle with life—but there is nothing gray or dead about our
hearts. I know that by the strong and joyous beating of my own, I know
it by the heavenly peace that marks your life, surrounding you as it
were with a very halo of glory. But the passionate glow of feeling is, I
am equally confident, with neither of us any more. The noise of the
bounding brooks has gone—like the quiet, deep flow of the river is the
course of our existence now. The waves leap not so brightly in the
sunlight, but still the broad beams of the sun fall down as warmly and
as cheerily upon us. And is it too late, because I am old, for me to
find a realization of that dream which has haunted me so long? I have
been wild and fickle in the eyes of men; perhaps my way of life, could
you know it all, has not been such as you would look approvingly upon;
but, in the midst of all worldly excitements, I have always borne a
talisman in my heart that has preserved me honorable and true—the
thought of you, Grace! I have come here, not expecting to find the
little girl I left, neither altogether a woman who has known nothing of
sorrow and care; I have come to pray that I may, even at this late hour,
become your husband, your life-companion. My prayer is fraught with no
ordinary hope—it is not the bewildering dream of youth I am now
indulging—it is the highest, strongest, noblest desire of my manhood!
Have I sought in vain, or must I go forth once more a wanderer, and
friendless, with another and dearer image than has heretofore been
impressed on my life, the image of the matchless woman I have lost—or
rather cannot win?”
And Grace had listened to his words with tears of gratitude; she had
given him her hand, and nobly said,
“You have not sought in vain, dear Hugh. I thank God that you are here,
and if you again become a wanderer, a pilgrim, ready to give up all but
you in this life, will tread beside you! Henceforth, there are no
mountains, nor deserts, nor oceans that can divide us—the lengthening
shades of years falling around us are grateful and pleasant—the quiet
paths of life we will pursue together. Thank God that you are here!”
Grace Lovering was not, it is true, a very youthful bride when she was
made Hugh Willson’s wife, but had she been more beautiful than “Grace
Greenwood’s” most exquisite dream of womanly loveliness, she had not
proved more lovable to the wanderer, who, when the shadows of years were
folding round him, found in her a friend, and a wife, and a worshiped
ideal!
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