Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I cannot guess of that, Reuben; but certainly the teacher, while he
refers to particular virtues and special sins, seems to desire a
purification of the motives. He has conformed to all the requirements of
our religion, but seems at times to be above it. I wish I understood him
better. And yet how simple, how comprehensible are all his teachings.
Why should I seek to know more? Why should I desire aught but that which
shall make me better—happier—more hopeful? How the poor, the afflicted
in body and in mind seek him out, and sit in joy at his teaching.”
“Miriam, I will hear him—I will hear him soon,” said Reuben.
It was only a few days before the new moon that Miriam had from the
widow mother of Reuben an intimation that her only son and heir was
prostrated by sudden and very severe sickness. The young woman hastened
across the town to be in attendance upon Reuben, and to cheer him into
health by her presence. But when she reached the house, she learned
rather by the appearance than the words of the widow, that the sickness
of Reuben was not of a kind to yield to such remedies as she had to
offer.
The attention of Miriam to Reuben was all that her feelings would permit
her to give. She sat by his side and bathed his temples, and moistened
his feverish hands, and listened with painful satisfaction to his
unconscious utterance of her name.
On the seventh day of Reuben’s sickness all awaited the crisis, and a
few hours before sunset he awakened from a protracted sleep, and turned
his eyes on the hopeful countenance of Miriam. The members of the family
present saw with inexpressible pleasure that his consciousness had
returned, and they _hoped_.
But the physician pronounced against them. It was but a restoration of
mental light before the darkness of death should set in.
“Miriam,” said Reuben, “let me speak to thee alone one moment”—and the
family retired.
“I am dying, and the truths which you announced to me as we sat upon the
hill-side some nights since—truths which the new teacher uttered, come
home with strange distinctness to my heart. But is he, as his disciples
would have us believe—is he the Messiah?”
“Do you believe it, dear Reuben?”
“I do not know, but I forgive all who have injured me, and I ask pardon
of all whom I have injured.”
“Surely that is the spirit of the Master’s teaching, Reuben, and what
can you more.”
“But, oh, Miriam, where are the blessings which I had promised myself in
thy love? Where the years of happiness in thy possession—when thou
shouldst have been only mine?”
“Are these regrets, my beloved, suited to one who leans upon the verge
of the grave? Oh, look forward, Reuben, and look upward. In heaven we
can meet again—meet without fear of separation, without doubt of love.”
“But in heaven, where, oh, where shalt thou be, Miriam?”
“Reuben, dear Reuben?”
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