Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 2, August 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 2, August 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“But listen to my pleadings, my long lost one; canst thou not divinely
forgive the past, and be my guardian angel for the future? Hast thou
ceased to love, or hast thou learned to fear me?”
“Kenneth, thou art accursed of God, and abhorred of men, and yet I fear
thee not. Thou wert the lover of my youth, ever fond, ever tender; and
thy name, so dreaded in the land thou hast scourged, is to me but a
talisman of gentle memories. I fear thee not. But I have walked through
life with a strong hand on my heart, curbing its warm impulses, crushing
its fond love. It hath plead passionately for thee, but I hearkened not,
and by this bitter schooling have I learned to resist even _thee_.”
“And I, have I not, ’mid sin and sorrow, ’mid wreck of hopes and ruin of
soul, preserved undimmed my one bright dream of thee? Have I not sat by
a lonely hearth, while thy smile filled the home of my rival with joy?
Have I not forborne to tear thee thence, because I would not offer
violence to thee or thine? And now wilt thou reject the love which youth
hath sanctified, and manhood ripened?”
“Oh, why hast thou not wedded and forgotten me?” she cried, in anguish.
“Because the hope of thy pale waning beauty was dearer to my heart than
all the daughters of bloom. Because I would be ever ready for the hour
when fate should say, ‘arise, make ready thy bower for thy promised
bride;’ _that hour has come_! Mark the heavens where ’tis written, thou
art mine. Once, long ago, we looked upon the night with all its circling
stars; thou seest them now, as then, treading their solemn round,
unchanged, unchangeable. Not one of all the starry hosts may wander from
its appointed pathway; and canst thou, child of destiny, escape thy
fate? The hand that guides _them_, governs _thee_, and the decrees of
the Omnipotent have been, from all eternity, and are immutable.”
“Oh, tell me no more of thy stern, unpitying faith! thou hast imbued my
mind with thy belief, until, like the scorpion girt with fire, I have
almost turned on myself despairing. I would fain believe that the
struggles and strivings of humanity are not without their fruits; that
the fervent prayer, the earnest effort, are heard, and heeded; that man
may wrestle all night with his Maker, and when the morning breaks,
prevail.”[3]
Very touching was the fierce man’s tenderness, but the lady was strong
in her heart’s martyrdom. Then he turned away, saying,
“Thou hast destroyed the hope of a lifetime, and my father’s lore hath
failed me. How could I thus misread the stars!”
From the battlement he looked on heaven thus questioning, and the stars
grew dim beneath his gaze.
The orb that beamed upon his lady’s birth, sent down its calm, cold ray;
his own more fiery planet blazed in lurid light, while an ocean of space
rolled between.
“Lost to me!” he murmured.
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