Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“So any stranger would suppose,” was the quiet reply; “but she is near
seventy. But fifty years ago she was young, and lovely, and joyous;
more, she was the only and idolized daughter of a princess of the realm,
whose foreign lord fell in battle, having never seen his infant child.
The widowed princess lived in seclusion, though in the neighborhood of a
court; and though her daughter, the Lady Anna, received every advantage
in the way of education, she was never presented at court, or allowed to
mingle with courtly society. And, indeed, she seemed to feel no desire
for ostentatious display or admiration, but rather delighted in the
quiet of domestic life, and the unceremonious intercourse of confiding
friendship. I will not tell you whose son I am, but I was not deemed an
unsuitable companion for the royally-descended Lady Anna. My sister was
the friend and confident of the princess, and I was a privileged visiter
at her palace-home, and much in the society of her daughter from her
childhood. I am an old man now, but then I was a boy, and had a young,
ardent heart. I cannot tell when I first loved the Lady Anna. It seems
that I loved her from eternity. She was always perfect in my estimation.
Her actions were precisely what I would have dictated, and her words,
the expression of my heartfelt sentiments. And then she was so
beautiful—so truly beautiful. Not pretty; any young girl may be so
dressed and ornamented as to appear pretty—and we frequently hear of
styles of beauty; but true beauty is independent of dress or adornment;
you adore it, not because it is tastefully arrayed, but because it is of
itself adorable. I have seen ladies receiving homage as belles and
beauties, who, in homely attire, and engaged in household toils, would
have been really repulsive; but Lady Anna would have been entrancingly
beautiful in any dress, or at any occupation; and notwithstanding her
royal descent and superior attainment, she was gentle, unassuming, and
of a loving and confiding nature. To me she was always frank and like a
loving sister; and, oh, I was happy, perfectly happy in the possession
of her pure regards. I had not thought of a change in our relations, of
an interruption of our intercourse, of a separation—_never_! I felt as
if we should live on, for and with each other forever. Every place where
she had been was hallowed; every thing that she had touched, sacred in
my estimation; and whatsoever she had looked upon was dear to my eye,
and I felt that the light of her glance rested upon it. All my thoughts,
and words, and deeds, had reference to her, and her approval was the
whole aim of my life; and yet the selfish thought of appropriating her
to myself, of making her _mine_, was no part of my soul’s worship. To be
near her, to see her, and to hear her voice, was enough for my young
heart.
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