Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“I arrived. The white cliffs—the silver beach—the green shore of my
native land, were all unchanged. The majestic Thames was all the same as
when last I passed adown its tide; the mighty city, with its towers and
palaces, gleamed in the sunlight, as it had done since my boyhood.
_There was no change._ My soul became calm, and as I traced the old
familiar streets, and looked up to the well known buildings and paused
in the shadow of the well-remembered trees, my heart became joyous, and
I sped on to the abode of my dear and only sister. I should hear of Lady
Anna there.
“I did hear. The princess had fallen into a decline. A sojourn in Italy
had been named as her only chance of recovery, and to Italy she had
gone, accompanied, certainly, by her only child, the Lady Anna. They had
been gone nearly a year, and I need not tell you, that as soon as I
could make arrangements, I followed them to that far-famed lovely land.
“They were at Pisa. I found them there. Our meeting was full of
gladness—but _they were changed_. The princess was wholly subdued by
pain and weakness. She was attenuated in person, and the lofty
expression of her face was softened by a look of meek endurance. Her
voice was low, and her smile—it came seldom—was sad, exceedingly.
“And Lady Anna, anxiety and watching had taken away the buoyancy of her
person, and the sunlight of her spirit. She received me joyfully; but
ere the first interview was over, I detected a restlessness, a sort of
watching and insecurity in her eye and manner which had no reference to
me, and for which I accounted by referring to the precarious state of
her only parent’s health. Several times that day I observed her eyes
fixed on her mother’s face, and dimmed with gathering tears.
“I discovered that here, as at home, she lived in seclusion, never
mingling with the gay world, and I sought to draw her into society, with
a view to divert her mind from its sadness. ‘I cannot join the dance, or
listen to sweet music,’ she replied, ‘while my dear mother is suffering
at home.’ I however persuaded her to go with me to some of the public
exhibitions of the beautiful in art. We had visited several galleries,
cabinets and churches; we had stood side by side, wrapt in awe or
admiration; we had walked together amongst the sweet breathed flowers,
and beneath the shadowy trees; we had stood upon the sea-coast, when the
stars looked down upon their trembling images in the deep mirroring
waters; we had looked together on many entrancing beauties of Nature as
well as of Art; and I had felt my soul struggling to pour out before her
the treasures of the inner temple of its love, but a something in her
manner restrained me—I could not tell her of a passionate love. Now she
was unto me as a loving sister—a declaration would change the relation
between us, I knew not if for joy or sorrow.
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