Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849
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Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
_He_ came with a troubled mind, feeling that he had no right to commune
with the more faithful eleven, and dreading to meet the glance of the
Searcher of Hearts. He knew full well, that though his brethren and
fellow-laborers beheld his successful preaching with gladness, that they
could see no further—they could do no more than judge him by his
outward acts, which had, as far as their knowledge went, been always
blameless—but he also knew that He who had bidden them to the supper
gazed with more than human power of vision into his evil heart, that He
saw and beheld the vile thing which he had done; full well the fearful
sinner knew that the flimsy veil he had been able to fling over his
guilt, was far from being efficient to screen him from the scrutinizing
gaze of his Lord.
Oh, how like the knell of condemnation must those mournful words have
fallen on the ear of Judas:
“Verily I say unto you that one of _you_ shall betray me!”
It was the sudden death of every hope of concealment.
Fear and wonder filled the minds of the faithful eleven. One of _them_
betray their beloved Master? It was a thought inconceivable to them.
With astonished looks they turned from one to another, and with full
confidence in the integrity of their hearts they asked, “Lord, is it I?”
Solemnly upon the stillness broke that answer.
“He that dippeth his hand into the dish with me, the same shall betray
me, and wo unto that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed, it had been
good for that man had he never been born.”
When these fearful words of warning were pronounced, and every voice was
hushed, and every heart was awe-struck, again was heard the trembling
voice of Judas the guilty, echoing faintly, and as though irresistibly
_compelled_ to utter the words, “Master, is it _I_?”
The sad eyes of the eleven were fixed upon their brother and their Lord,
and oh what a thrill of horror must have run through every heart as the
answer “_Thou hast said_,” was whispered in a tone of sorrowful reproach
by the Saviour, who knew that he was already betrayed!
When Judas saw the reproachful expression that every face wore, and was
thus assured that his treachery was known, he felt his place was no
longer amid the faithful followers and servants of Jesus—he knew well
enough the just horror with which the holy men surrounding him would
look upon his ingratitude and soul-destroying guilt. He had still sense
enough left to feel that he should no longer remain among those who had
such cause to deeply deplore the desecration he had done the service of
Christ; and, too, his inclination for, and pleasure in that service, and
his desire to remain in that holy company was gone. He had chosen
another master, even the Evil One—he must fight under another banner,
even that of the Blackness of Darkness!
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