Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Of the remainder of that night the Scriptures tell us naught of the
betrayer. We do not hear of his appearing before Caiaphas as a witness
against his Lord—all his part in that most awful transaction seems to
have been fulfilled—the accusation and condemnation were for others to
make. It is no pleasant task to picture to the fancy the manner in which
the remaining hours of Judas’ life must have passed. The torturing of
conscience—the deadly fear—the sting and constant consciousness of
guilt which _must_ have tormented him, is what the mind shrinks from
contemplating, but to which it returns, as if of necessity, again and
again.
The deed was accomplished, there remained nothing further for him to do,
and so he went out from the sacred garden by himself, that he might be
alone, and count over in security and feast his eyes on the fruits of
his guilt. Ah, that shining treasure! those thirty pieces of silver! At
the moment when for the first time a full conviction of the iniquity of
his deed swept over his thought, and could be kept back no longer by his
will, then it was, if ever, that he _needed_ to strengthen his covetous
heart; and how better could he accomplish that than by keeping in
constant sight the much loved riches he had gained?
But while he counted over the glittering heap, how very strange! he did
not rejoice in it as he had thought to! Possession had robbed
anticipation of all allurements and pleasure, and while alone, watched
only by the eye of his God he counted over the riches, constantly
haunted him those words Jesus spoke on the night of the feast of the
Passover, “it were better for that man had he never been born!” Judas
already was accursed—already was given over to the power of the
tormentors; already his terrified mind was conjuring up the death and
sufferings of the Saviour he had betrayed, and that coveted, cherished
silver was as a stone hanging about his neck, dragging him down, down to
the depths of the sea of perdition!
When the first rays of daylight streamed over Jerusalem, might have been
seen, I fancy, the form of Judas Iscariot wandering through the city,
seeking to escape from his condemning thoughts; oh, the accusations, so
fraught with everlasting wo, his heart must have whispered to him, when
the sunlight fell upon him and the fresh breeze of morning fanned his
brow!
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