Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 1, January 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 1, January 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Shrinking back from her mother’s arms, while the tears flowed down her
wan little cheeks, she cried, “No, no, sweet, dear mamma, you are so
sick and I am so cold; I told brother Arthur I would try to keep you
warm till he came back.” And seeing the tears fill her mother’s eyes,
she continued, “Dear, pretty mamma, _I_ am not cold, but Buhddy said I
would make you sick; and when he comes home, he will bring me some
bread, and take me in his arms to warm me”—and she continued blowing on
her little cold fingers.
On rushed the spirit-wind along a public thoroughfare, making harsh
music with the loose shutters and creaking signs, while the gas-lamps
shone with a ghost-like light through the murky atmosphere. On a corner,
heedless of the beating hail, stood a lad of some twelve years; near
hovered an angel, as if to shelter him from the storm—but he heeded it
not. Dark forms of temptation encircled him—hunger, want, and despair
shone from his dark, full eyes, as he gazed eagerly into the countenance
of each passer-by. Oh! could but one have heeded that imploring
look—given but one word, one tone of sympathy, one mite from their
abundance, what a host of dark spirits had been banished, what years of
misery had been saved.
But no, each one hurried on to his own comfortable abode, leaving that
young, untaught heart to battle with its fierce temptations. At length,
as the pale faces of his mother and sister rose before him, he put forth
his hand for charity. It was repulsed—and oh! with what withering
blight that look sunk to his heart, while the dark spirits gathered
round him closer and closer. But still his angel hovered near, as he
rushed recklessly along the streets, until exhausted nature yielding, he
sunk on the steps of an elegant mansion. The soft light peeping through
the half-closed shutters, whence issued the sound of merry voices,
recalled to mind the dear image of his once happy home. Again the voice
of the angel echoed in his heart, “Here is plenty of bread, and here are
kind hearts also!” One hand was tremblingly raised to the knocker, while
the other was pressed upon his heart to hush its throbbings.
A liveried porter answered his feeble summons. Again was he repulsed,
and with harsh words. Despair now seized his heart; and as the dying
form of his mother, that mother, so dearly, fondly loved, his only
parent and friend in the cold, dark world—and the little patient,
suffering face of his sweet sister, whose smile was once so bright—as
they rose before his reeling brain, he rushed toward the market-place.
Here was bread enough—and should all that he loved die for one morsel?
The angel whispered him a Father in heaven—but hunger, and love, and
despair urged him on; and as the vender turned from the stand, he seized
a loaf, and thrusting it beneath his threadbare coat, sped with the
wings of lightning along the now nearly deserted streets until he
entered a dark alley.
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