Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 3, March 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 3, March 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
While in this sad dilemma, so distressed in mind that he often walked
the floor for half the night, the owner of the other mill, which had
been kept steadily at work, offered him two thousand dollars for the
whole concern, which had cost him seven thousand. This offer he accepted
without a moment’s hesitation. It was the severing of one fold of the
horrible serpent that had entwined itself around him, and whose
contractions were almost crushing out his life. The next step was to
offer the four hundred acres of land for sale. It so happened that there
were three large property-holders in D——, each of whom had particular
reasons for wanting the tract of land. From this cause a better sale
than even Ellison anticipated, was made. Twenty dollars per acre was
realized, or eight thousand dollars for the whole tract.
Three thousand dollars canceled the debt to Claxton. About five hundred
more went to pay various bills and accounts that were brought in as soon
as it was known that Ellison was closing up his business. Of some of
these the young man had no kind of recollection; but he paid them. After
all was settled, only about six thousand five hundred dollars of the
entire property which Ellison had received by his wife remained. In
other words, in a little over a year, he had lost one half of it. During
the progress of these disasters, Clara, who had never approved of what
her husband was doing, avoided saying a word that he could construe into
disapproval or disappointment. Still she felt troubled, and could not
always keep her brow free from shadows. Whenever they were seen by
Ellison, he felt them as smarting rebukes; and his quick fancy gave them
a language which they did not really convey.
About two months prior to the closing up of Ellison’s disastrous
business in D——, Clara presented her husband with a daughter. The
birth of this child was not so glad an event to the father as it would
have been a flew months earlier, when, waking or sleeping, his mind was
full of golden dreams. From the effects of her illness Clara recovered
but slowly. A change in her bodily feelings produced a change in her
thoughts, which turned toward her old home and her old friends. From a
small beginning the wish to go back grew into an intense desire. She had
never been really happy since coming to the West; and now every thing
she saw around her but increased her dissatisfied feelings. But as far
as it was in her power to do so, all this was concealed from her
husband.
One day, it was when Ellison was about making his closing transactions
in D——, he spoke of their removal from that city, and mentioned
Cincinnati.
“Why not go back to Philadelphia?” said Clara, with an eagerness that
showed how much her heart was in her words. She spoke from an impulse,
and therefore with a fuller exhibition of her real feelings than would
otherwise have been the case.
“I’d rather hang myself!” was the equally impulsive and much less
guarded answer of Ellison.
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