Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 1, July 1850Various
General
Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 1, July 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“Ay,” said he, mechanically pursuing her train of reflection, “you are
right. Reputation, reputation, reputation! all the rest is dross
compared with that. I would not have exchanged the good opinion of one
honest man for all the property I have been contending for; I would not
have forfeited the esteem of the community in which I live, for millions
of acres. Disappointment has been my portion from childhood; I have
often groaned and wept in sorrow; to-day, for the first time, I have
blushed and hung my head in shame. Reputation! it has been the balm of
my wounded spirit; the light of my life, the star of my hope. This
morning it was mine by the agreement of all the world; but where is it
now?”
At this moment an officer of the court entered and handed him a slip of
paper. He glanced at it for a moment, and then handed it to his wife,
repeating, “Ay, where is my reputation now?” It was an order of court,
directing him to appear and show cause why his name should not be
stricken from the roll of attorneys for dishonorable and fraudulent
conduct. Lucy had no sooner read it, than, with a sharp cry, she sunk
insensible on the floor. Burton flew to her assistance, reproaching
himself with want of consideration in subjecting her to so sudden a
shock, and feeling a new sense of desolation come over him at the
prospect of losing his dearest, best, only remaining friend. He began to
fear, too, that his conduct had caused even her to conceive suspicions
of his integrity; and this reflection was the bitterest drop in all the
cup. She presently revived, and he hastened to assure her of his
innocence. He explained to her all that had happened. The signature
which had been produced in court as her father’s, was so much like it
that, under other circumstances, he would himself have sworn to it
without hesitation. He could not tell how it was, but he was entangled
in a net from which he saw no hope of escape. Every thing was against
him; the testimony of respectable witnesses, all appearances, and all
opinions.
“Sydney,” said Lucy, at length smiling through her tears, “there are two
great subjects on which I have often heard you discourse with more
enthusiasm than on any other—the one was faith, and the other moral
courage. In such moments I sometimes thought that your eye pierced
through the mists of time, and realized the glories of eternal truth and
justice; and I believed, (for such was your language,) that your heart
would never quail before the presence of men, so long as you possessed
an approving conscience. Have you forgotten these principles, or were
they mere flights of imagination?”
“They were great truths; but, alas! the clouds of adversity have
darkened even my moral perceptions.”
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