Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 6, December 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 6, December 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
Poor young creature, how perfectly wretched she looks as she sits in the
bow-window, watching the fairy-like thistle-seed as it goes floating
away up in the still air.
There is nothing like these clear September nights after sunset, for a
reverie. If it is a calm evening, and an intense light fills the sky and
glorifies it, and you sit where you can see the new moon, with the
magnificent evening star beneath it, you must be a stupid affair indeed,
if you cannot then dream the most _heavenly_ dreams!
But Rosalie Sherwood is in no dreaming mood this lovely Sabbath night.
Her heart is crushed in such an utter hopelessness of grief as leaves no
room in it for hopes, her brain is too acutely sensitive just now for
visions. The thistle-down in beautiful procession moves gently on and up
before her eyes, and as she watches, the frail things assume a new
interest to her; she feels a human sympathy with them—like the viewless
winds they come, from whence she knows not—and go, whither none can
tell. They are homeless and alone, and she is like them, but she is not,
as they, purposeless!
If you could look into her mind now, you would see how she has nerved it
up to a great determination—how, that mastering visions and hopes once
cherished, she has gone forward now to a bleak and barren path, and
stands there very resolute, yet, in the first moment of the resolve,
miserable; no—she has not yet grown strong in the suffering—she cannot
_this_ night stand up beneath the burden, to bear it with a smile of
triumph.
Rosalie Sherwood was an only child: the infant of an humble friend Mrs.
Melville had known from her own girlhood. She, poor creature, had
neither _lived_ nor _died_ a sinner,
“But, as love’s wild prayer dissolved in air,
Her woman’s heart gave way!——
And—the sin forgiven by Christ in heaven,
By man is cursed alway!”
On her death-bed Cecily Sherwood gave her unrecognized, nameless child,
to the care of one who promised, in the sincerity of her compassion, to
be a mother to the unfortunate infant. And during the eighteen years of
that girl’s life, from the hour of her mother’s death, to the day when
she was left without hope in the world, Rosalie _had_ found a parent in
the rigid but always just and kind, Mary Melville.
This widow lady had one son; he was four years old when her husband
died, which was the very year that the little Rosalie was brought to
Melville House. The boy’s father had been considered a man of large
wealth, but when his affairs were settled after his decease, it was
found that the debts of the estate being paid, little more than a
competency remained for the widow. But the lady was fitted, by a life of
self-discipline, even in her luxurious home, to calmly meet this
emergency. With the remnant of a great fortune she retired to an humble
residence, where in quiet retirement she gave her time to managing the
household affairs, and to superintending the home-education of her
children.
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