Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 6, December 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVII, No. 6, December 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It was, as I said, near the time appointed for his ordination, when he
felt for the first time, as though he had _a right_ to speak openly with
her of all his hopes. He asked her then, what in soul-language he had
long before asked, a question which she had as emphatically, in like
language, answered—to be the partner of his life for weal or for wo.
He had tried to calmly consider Rosalie’s character, as a Christian
minister should consider the character of her whom he would make the
sharer of his peculiar lot, and setting every preference aside, Duncan
felt that she was fitted to assist and to bear, with him. She was
truthful as the day, strong-minded and generous, humane and charitable,
and though no professor of religion, a woman full of reverence and
veneration. He knew that it was only a fear that she should not _adorn_
the Christian name that kept her back from the altar of the church, and
he loved her for that spirit of humility, knowing that she was “on the
Lord’s side,” and that grace ere long would be given her to proclaim it
in the doing _all_ His commandments.
It was certainly with a joyful and confident heart, after he had
_spoken_ with Rosalie, that Duncan sought his mother yesterday, to speak
with her of the _whole_ of that bright future which opened now before
him.
How then was he overcome with surprise and grief, when Mrs. Melville
told him that it was a union to which she could _never_ consent! Then,
for the first time in his life, the astonished young man heard of that
stain which was on the name poor Rosalie bore. He heard the story to an
end, and then with a decision and energy that would have settled the
matter with almost any other person, he declared:
“Yet, mother—I will not give her up.”
“It could not be expected that you would fulfill the engagement; Rosalie
herself would not allow it, if she knew the truth of the matter.”
“But she need not know it—there is no existing necessity. Is it not
enough that she is good and precious _to me_? She is a noble woman,
whose life has been, thanks to your guidance, beautiful and lofty.”
“God knows I have striven to do my duty by her—but I know not what I
should have done, if I had thought you would ever wish to change your
relations with her, Duncan.”
“The world has not her equal! It is cruel, it is wrong, mother, in you
to oppose.”
“She _is_ a lovely woman—she has well availed herself of the advantages
given her—but, my son, there are myriads like her.”
“No, not one! Tell me, you will never breathe a word of this to her?”
“Never!”
“Oh, thank you! thank you! Mother, you could not wish another daughter?”
“But for that I have told you, Duncan, I could not wish another.”
“Then I say you must not work this great injustice on her and me.
Rosalie loves me, she has promised to be mine. You will break my heart.”
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