Gray youth: The story of a very modern courtship and a very modern marriageOnions, Oliver
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Gray youth: The story of a very modern courtship and a very modern marriage
Onions, Oliver
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction
"It was something Dorothy told me. Perhaps I'll tell you in a few
minutes, but I don't in the least want to. Yes, I will have some more
tea, please. Cosimo----"
She spoke so shortly that Cosimo started and almost dropped the teacup.
There was that in her tone which suggested that, though she had only
that moment resolved that what she had to tell him might be told by and
by, it was torn from her now by something stronger than herself. Cosimo
had turned.
"What? Good gracious, how you startled me."
"I want you to tell me something, Cosimo."
"What?" said Cosimo. The golden eyes were glittering on his. Evidently
Amory was fighting hard to keep in check some powerful emotion.
"I want you to tell me this, and truthfully, please, and without any
false modesty: Do I strike you as the kind of girl decent people might
wish not to know?"
Cosimo was thunderstruck. He could only look at her incredulously. Was
something worse than a headache the matter with her?
"Do you strike me----" he repeated.
"Yes," she interrupted. "Am I a--peculiar--sort of person?"
"Peculiar----?"
"Yes. I'll tell you why I ask in a minute. I want to know how I strike
you first. You wouldn't call me an immodest girl, would you?"
Still Cosimo was all at sea.
"Do you mean--I mean, has somebody been shocked because--well, because
you have brave and enlightened views?"
"I don't mean anything about my views. I mean about myself. To put it
brutally, would you think that anybody had the right to say I led--a
horrid life?"
Cosimo had been standing gaping, with the cup in his hand. This time he
did drop the cup. He gasped.
"Do I understand----"
"Answer my question," Amory commanded. "Do I give people that
impression?"
"You----!" was all that Cosimo could say.
"Do I give _you_ that impression?"
"Amory----!"
But she put up her hand peremptorily and continued.
"So that if anybody _does_ think that, you'd say it was just the
vileness of their own minds?" (Amory herself could not help noticing
that somehow it sounded worse when put in this way than it had when
Dorothy had talked about "conclusions.")
"My dear girl----!"
"Mere unconventionality apart, you wouldn't say that?"
"Wouldn't ... why, anybody who'd say that must be mad!"
Amory straightened her back and nodded. "Thank you. That's all I wanted
to know," she said. "I was a little afraid to trust my own judgment,
that's all. Thank you."
But apparently it was not all that Cosimo wanted to know. Of course
such a subject was always interesting quite apart from its personal
application; many times he and Amory had discussed that kind of thing
in the abstract by the half-day together; but now that was not all. His
face was quite grimly set. Slowly he drew up a chair to where Amory
sat, bolt upright and robed in her consciousness of rectitude, on the
sofa.
"This," he said slowly, "is interesting. May I hear a little more about
it, please?"
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