Gray youth: The story of a very modern courtship and a very modern marriageOnions, Oliver
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Gray youth: The story of a very modern courtship and a very modern marriage
Onions, Oliver
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction
The first time Amory allowed Cosimo this peep at her plans his face
became blank with dismay. They were sitting together on a bench in the
little Embankment garden where the Carlyle statue is. It was an evening
early in April, approaching dusk, and on another bench, twenty yards
away, a dim huddle under the trees had caused Amory's lips to curl into
a smile; it had reminded her of that horrible hypnotizing evening when
she had walked on Clapham Common and had returned to pass a night of
starts and tremors, lying dressed on Cosimo's bed. She could afford to
smile now, though she did so a little disdainfully. Things had improved
since then--rather! Cosimo, though he had always been splendid, had
been somehow a little off-handed at odd times; not exactly casual, but
as if, while esteeming her very highly indeed, his esteem had none the
less fallen just a little short of her true deserts; but that, too, was
being quickly altered now. And she _would_ like to see Rome too. Quite
inferior people had seen Rome, and Amory owed it to herself and to her
art not to be crowed over by anybody. She told Cosimo so.
"Yes," he said dejectedly; "I thought that would be the next. You're
rising, Amory. You'll remember us poor grovellers sometimes, though,
won't you?" Amory's tone of reproach almost passed reproach; it was as
if she had received a twinge of pain.
"I don't think I've deserved that of you, Cosimo," she could not
forbear saying.
But Cosimo persisted sadly.
"I beg your pardon, dear, but it is so. You might remember a little
longer than most others, because you're finer and truer than they are,
but time and distance do make a difference, and it's no good saying
they don't. I know."
Amory wondered whether Cosimo knew the difference time and distance
made because of Pattie Wynn-Jenkins, but she only shook her head on its
white hyacinth-stalk of a neck.
"I don't forget my friends, Cosimo," she said quietly.
"I'm not accusing you, Amory. But," he continued mournfully, "there are
brilliant circles in Rome, and I know exactly how you'd take your place
there, and it would be quite right and proper in one sense, and nobody
would be gladder than I. But I should be buried in that beastly hole
Shropshire all the time, boring myself to tears with cows and grass and
pheasants and a lot of stupid yokels----"
Gently Amory tried to show him how ungrateful he was.
"Oh, Cosimo, how can you speak so of the country that gave the world
'The Shropshire Lad'! I should always have beautiful thoughts of
you--as my Shropshire Lad--and it isn't as if there wasn't a noble
work to do in the country too. There's the Housing Problem, and an
iniquitous Land System, and sanitary dwellings for the agricultural
labourer----"
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