Gray youth: The story of a very modern courtship and a very modern marriageOnions, Oliver
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Gray youth: The story of a very modern courtship and a very modern marriage
Onions, Oliver
Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- Social and moral questions -- Fiction
On a Wednesday afternoon about a fortnight after Lady Tasker's visit
to The Witan, Amory walked the garden thoughtfully. The weather was
growing chilly, the hammock had been taken in, and her feet in the
fallen leaves made a melancholy sound. Cosimo had left her half an hour
before; certain points had struck him in the course of conversation
which he thought ought to be incorporated in the "_Life and Work_";
and it was a rule at The Witan that nothing must ever be allowed to
interfere with the impulse of artistic creation. For the matter of
that, Amory herself was creating now, or at any rate was at the last
preparatory stage that immediately precedes creation. Presently she
would have taken the plunge and would be deep in the new number of the
"Novum." For the moment she was thinking of Mr. Strong.
As she tried to clear up exactly what place Mr. Strong had in her
thoughts she was struck by the dreadful tendency words and names
and definitions have to attach themselves to vulgar and ready-made
meanings--a tendency so strong that she had even caught herself more
than once jumping to a common conclusion. To take an example, though
a rather preposterous one. Had Dorothy, with one of her ridiculous
advertisements waiting to be done, confessed to her that instead of
setting about it she was thinking of a male person with a pair of
alert blue eyes and a curiously mobile and clean-cut mouth (not that
it was likely that Dorothy would have had the candour to make such a
confession)--well, Amory might have smiled just like anybody else. She
was not trying to make herself out any better than others. She was
candid about it, however, which they were often not.
Still, the trouble about her feeling for Mr. Strong was to find a word
for it that had not been vulgarized. She was, of course, exceedingly
interested in him, but that was not saying very much. She "liked" him,
too, but that again might mean anything. Her difficulty was that she
herself was so special; and so on second thoughts she might have been
right in giving an interpretation to Dorothy's actions, and Dorothy
quite wrong in giving the same interpretation to hers merely because
the data were the same.
Nor had Mr. Strong himself been able to help her very much when, a
couple of days before, she had put the question to him, earnestly and
without hateful false shame.
"What _is_ this relation of ours?" she had asked him, point-blank and
fearlessly.
"Eh?" Mr. Strong had replied, a little startled.
"There _must_ be a relation of some sort between every two people who
come into contact. I'm just wondering exactly what ours _is_."
Then Mr. Strong had knitted his brows and had said, presently, "I
see.... Have you read '_The Tragic Comedians_?'"--Amory had not, and
the copy of the book which she had immediately ordered had not come
yet. And then she too had knitted her brows. She had caught the trick
from him.
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