"I do therefore most humblie beseich my soverayne Lord not to beleve any
of thos, in my particuler, who under pretence of offences to kings, doe
easily work their particuler revenges. I trust that no man (under the
culler of making examples) shall perswade your Majesty to leve the word
'mercifull' out of your stile; for it will noe less profite your
Majesty; and becume your gretnes, than the word 'invincibell'.... I do
therefore, on the knees of my hart, beseich your Majesty to take
councell from your own sweet and mercifull disposition and to remember
that I have loved your Majesty now twenty yeares for which your Majestie
hath yett geven me no reward. And it is fitter that I should be indebted
to my soverayne Lord, then the King to his poore vassall. Save me,
therefore, most mercifull Prince, that I may owe your Majesty my life
itt sealf; then which ther cannot be a greter dett. Lend it me att lest,
my soverayne Lord that I may pay it agayne for your service when your
Majesty shall pleas."
Slowly time passed, and little by little all hope of reprieve died in
him. The spirit of life was, as it were, appeased at this his
effort--this supplication--and allowed him rest. He wrote farewell to
his wife.
"You shall receave, dear wief, my last words in these my last
lynes. My love I send you, that you may keepe it when I am
dead; and my councell, that you may remember it when I am noe
more. I would not with my last will present you with sorrowes,
deare Bess. Lett them goe to the grave with and be buried in
the dust. And seeing it is not the will of God that ever I
shall see you in this lief, beare my destruccion gentlie, and
with a hart like yourself.
"First I send you all the thanks my hart cann conceive, or my
penn expresse, for your many troubles and cares taken for me,
which--though they may have not taken effect as you wished--yet
my debt is to you never the lesse; and paye it I never shall in
this world.
"Secondlie, I beseich you, for the love you beare me living,
that you doe not hide yourself many dayes, but by your travell
seeke to help your miserable fortunes and the right of your
poore childe. Your mourning cannot avayle me that am but
dust....
"To what frind to direct thee I knowe not, for all mine have
left mee in the true tyme of triall: and I plainly perceive
that my death was determyned from the first day.... But God
hath prevented all my determinations; the great God that
worketh all in all. If you can live free from want, care for no
more; for the rest is but vanity. Love God and beginne betymes
to repose yourself on Him; therein shall you find true and
lastinge ritches, and endles comfort. For the rest when you
have travelled and wearied your thoughts on all sorts of
worldly cogitacions, you shall sit downe by Sorrow in the
end....
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