"Green Balls" : The Adventures of a Night-BomberBewsher, Paul
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"Green Balls" : The Adventures of a Night-Bomber
Bewsher, Paul
World War, 1914-1918 -- Aerial operations
CRASH! Crack--splinter--hiss--there is a sudden, swift, tremendous noise
and splash of water, and I feel myself whirling over and over,
spread-eagle-wise, through the air. I hit the water with a terrible
impact ... there is a white jagged flash of fire in my brain, I feel the
sudden agony of a fearful blow ... and sensation ends.
I become conscious of an utter fear. In sodden flying clothes, now
terribly heavy, I find myself being dragged under the water as though
some sea-monster were gripping my ankles and pulling me under the water.
My head sinks beneath the surface, and, inspired by an absolute terror,
I frantically beat out my hands. I realise in a swift vivid second that
I am going to die--that this is the end. As my head rises again I become
conscious of the oil-glittering surface of the sea, shining strangely in
the light of the three flickering parachute flares which hang above me
like three altar-lamps of death. Here, in the irresistible weight of
these soaked clothes, only semi-conscious and quite hysterical, I begin
a ceaseless, piteous wail. "Help! Help!..."
In my weakness I sink again below the water, and thrust out my arms
wildly to keep myself up, panting furiously, and crying for help.
Some twenty feet or so away the top wing of the machine lies out of the
water at an angle, a dark high wall a hundred feet along. Inspired into
frantic energy by my sheer dread of dying, I begin to fling myself along
the surface of the water with the insane strength of despair. I kick out
my heavy legs, so cumbered with the great leather flying boots and huge
fur-lined overalls. Frenziedly I beat my arms. Again and again I sink.
Nearer and nearer grows the shining surface of the tight fabric.
"Oh! Help! Help!"
Under the water goes my agony-twisted mouth. Again I rise and resume the
unending cry to the empty night.
At last I reach the wing and begin to beat vainly upon its smooth steep
surface with my sodden leather gloves. There is nothing on which I can
grip, and with an ever-growing weakness I drag my hands down, down, down
its wet slope like a drowning dog at the edge of a quay. It seems awful
to die so near some kind of help. Kicking my legs out, I manage to move
along the wing and at last come to the hinge, where the wing is folded
back when not in use, and there I find a small square opening into which
I can thrust my hand.
With a feeling of immense relief I let my body sink down into the water.
One hand and my head are above the surface. So weak am I, and so heavy
my water-soaked flying clothes, that I can scarce hold up my weight.
Across my battered face is plastered the fur of my flying-cap. My
strength is so rapidly ebbing away that I know that in but a few minutes
I will have to leave go and drown unless I am helped. So once again I
send my sad wail across the cruel shining waters. Now and again I hear
a deep dull boom sound across the sea, and I presume that somewhere a
monitor is shelling the German coast.
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