Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“At all events he has nothing to complain of at present,” he remarked.
“Nothing, except that he is not the man to take good care of what he
has obtained. Born irresolute--there’s a disadvantage of birth as bad
as any other. Yet, I’d exchange my own for it; I’d accept to have only
myself to overcome. Yes, by God, I’ve no sympathy for him. Why doesn’t
he carry away his conquest? Too uncertain of his own worth? Look at
his face--haggard with doubt of himself. I scarcely envy Calladine.
He’s a straw to be swept away by a strong current, safe only so long
as he may lie in shelter. If I wanted to undo Calladine, I should
say to him, ‘Are you sure that you are the man to hold so untamed a
thing?’ As yourself, I mean, Miss Warrener. Or am I mistaken? Are you
a lady at heart--a lady and not a woman? Mrs. Richard Calladine. The
muslin dress, or the shepherd’s cap? If the muslin dress, then go to
Calladine. If the shepherd’s cap, then....”
He paused.
“I should not listen to you, reducing Mr. Calladine to this
insignificance,” murmured Clare in great distress.
Calladine had become a shadow; a poor grey wisp drained of blood. Only
Lovel and herself seemed alive, so terribly alive that the wraith which
was Calladine faded between them. So far, no one had noticed them
standing up on the ridge of the embankment; the night was, as Clare had
said, very dark, and furthermore a few sparse trees helped to conceal
them. They stood, not very far from one another, very much isolated,
detached from the glow and excitement of the fire down in the field
below, as though they were two travellers come to a brief surveying
pause on the road which they pursued together.
“Mr. Calladine is not the poor creature you think him,” said Clare on
an impulse. “Years ago he loved a woman, still unforgotten. That is not
the fidelity of a weak man. I tell you this, in order that you should
think better of him, and knowing that you will keep it to yourself.”
“A woman he never got?” said Lovel. “And brooded over her ever since?
Do not doubt--Miss Warrener, he coaxed himself into loving her more,
during all those years of brooding, than ever he did when he had her
before his eyes. Be very sure, she made a proper fool of him, to
embitter him so for a lifetime--until he found you. Don’t be too sorry
for him. He has enjoyed living upon that memory.”
“Oh, you are hard and cynical,” said Clare, vexed, because she saw
suddenly the whole of that episode, which, in her eyes, had always
thrown so picturesque a colour over Calladine’s melancholy--saw it now
in a cruel, naked light, Calladine duped first, and then retiring in
sulky discomfiture, to build upon a silly, sordid, mismanaged story an
erection of wordy romance: “I wish I had not told you; you take every
opportunity, to-night, of belittling Mr. Calladine.”
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