Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
Oh, little objects of art and skill. What hours he must have spent
trifling with their suavity, taking them from their hiding-places of
an evening after he had heard Mrs. Quince go safely up to bed, and
knew that no one was looking, no one likely to break in upon him and
surprise him at his comfortable pottering; the hours of mansuetude he
must have spent turning and caressing them between his fine sensitive
hands! He had not brought out those little objects to show her the day
she had gone to tea with him at Starvecrow; oh no! the only thing he
had brought out had been the drawing of that woman’s head, which he had
so dramatically destroyed in her presence. She saw that destruction
now as the first step taken towards his emancipation. But the little
objects he had not shown her,--those delicate fraudulent statuettes
in terra cotta, those chiselled and prismatic crystals. How bare, how
cheerless she had thought his room! those heavy leather armchairs, now
so jaunty with chintz! She had pitied him, genuinely and kindly, even
through her impatience at his mismanagement of his life. She had chided
herself for any passing suspicions that his gloom might be deliberate.
And she had seen in her marriage with him an opportunity to perform,
supremely at her own expense, a task perhaps worth performing.
But what right had she to murmur, when she saw her intentions
crumble? She had, indeed, achieved her object, albeit in a manner so
disconcertingly unforeseen. She reproached herself, in her mind which
gave no quarter, any more than Lovel gave quarter; she reproached
herself for not rendering thanks that her task had been thus made easy.
What! she dare to murmur because she had been spared the strain of
months, even of years? because she had not been permitted to string
herself up to an effort daily renewed, an exertion in which her own
weariness must never for an instant be allowed to appear? because
Calladine had taken the law out of her hands, and had ordained for
himself the resurrection to which she had intended to force him? She
looked back with the smile of rueful irony to her brave and pitiful
plans for his redemption. She had intended,--so gallantly--to set her
back for ever towards her old life. She would have devoted herself,--so
sturdily,--to the man who had need of her. She would not have flagged.
The vision of her married life had disclosed itself during the weeks
of her engagement in detail to her anticipation. There was no detail
she had shirked,--not even the least picturesque. She had not tried to
idealise Calladine; no, rather she had tried to see him in the light
that Lovel’s careless scorn had thrown; not as a romantic figure,
blasted by the catastrophe of an early passion, but as an incompetent,
bungling, pitiable figure. Her pity, her charity, and her contempt
would between them have carried her through. But now that she found
herself forestalled, as it were,--found that Calladine had already
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