Grey Wethers: A Romantic NovelSackville-West, V. (Victoria)
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Grey Wethers: A Romantic Novel
Sackville-West, V. (Victoria)
Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Romance fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
But she could not fear for long. She had pushed them back, averting
her head, into the shadows, and there they had taken up their abode.
They would not leave her again. Not even in the midst of joy,--if joy
should ever visit,--would they leave her, any more than the shadows
were ever completely absent even in the midst of sunshine on the Downs.
She was grateful to them for the way they had come, stealing in upon
her, silent and gradual, not in a sudden irruption that would have
broken her. But now that she no longer feared them, no longer feared
the learning that solitude might bring, it was for solitude that she
craved, and solitude, she found, was the thing that she might not have.
Calladine, who was so content in her company, expected that she should
be equally content in his. When she went out, he went with her; when he
was not inclined to go out, he begged that she would remain at home.
“It is a rough day, Clare; let us stay happily by the fire.” Or he
would consent to pace the garden, sheltered now by a little wall, and
together they would look at the bare winter beds, and he would talk
cheerfully of the flowers that would blow there in the spring.
She renounced the Downs. Since she might not wander there alone, she
restricted herself to the house and the square of garden, or to the
green track that led to King’s Avon when she went to see her father.
Even on this expedition Calladine accompanied her. He did not notice
that she walked with her eyes bent upon the ground, never allowing
them to lift and stray over the rolling country; or if he noticed he
gave no sign. All the time he talked of minor things, and to his talk
she made adequate response. Arrived at King’s Avon she would quicken
her steps and pass rapidly down the village street, glancing about
her only sufficiently to acknowledge the greetings of her humble
acquaintances, and only when safe within the Manor House gates would
she relax a little, and show herself gentle and affectionate towards
her father, who, absent as ever, would presently forget that she was
married and would invite Calladine to remain to dinner, “Clare and I,
my dear friend, may so rarely welcome a visitor.” Through her laughter
she looked at him wistfully; he was dear and familiar, his old beehive
hat as wide and as shabby as ever, his spectacles still on his nose
and his mild blue eyes looking out through them. She wondered how he
got on without her, but Martha told her he did not seem to notice her
absence much; only once, she had found him in Miss Clare’s old bedroom,
wandering round, and touching everything in a gently puzzled way. Clare
was glad that he should continue his busy, happy existence. Martha
she could trust, “To be sure, Miss Clare, I look after him as though
he was your own baby. It’s all I can do, not to powder him after his
bath.” But she sometimes fancied that his eyes followed her a little
sorrowfully down the avenue when she went away, as he stood watching
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